What I would do for your love. (Sanegiyu Story - Yandere Sanemi x Giyu)

Chapter Twelve - The Infinite Realm of Giyu Tomioka's Subconscious.

Note

This is set before the torture, if you don't understand you'll see lol.

Giyu POV:

As Kocho led me to her estate, Mui held my hand the whole way, talking about their past missions and general stuff. I could barely hear them though, too busy drowning in my own thoughts.

I felt empty. Like a long, empty black hole that if you reach the end, you feel nothing but disappointment. I've tried filling the hole with love, respect, friendship and a little empathy, but each time I always end up going back, always end up getting betrayed.

It's as if my heart way an over-used punching bag, it could be fixed with time and patience but it's on the verge of falling apart. Everyone around me has a value, a use. But I am useless. My value is zero. It's not like the other numbers, not like the other hashiras. Zero is nothing, it's just zero. It has either has no value or the infinte value. There's no chance of me having any value.

I'm worthless.

I felt my feet stop moving, Muichiro's grip tightening slightly, their voice not reaching my ears.

Why am I so worthless?

Kocho shook me, Muichiro waved their hand infront of my face, being smacked away by the shorter. Both their voices so loud, so blurred.

Worthless things shouldn't exsit in this world.

I felt my eyes shut, my councions going to sleep. I began to fall over, but I couldn't catch myself, I didn't want to

I shouldn't exsit. Not in this world or any other. I don't want to exsit.

I fainted, falling into a silent, painful, sleep. My ears rang, high, constant, song. A song I would rather listen to than the broken melodies of the world. Maybe, just maybe, with the slightest it of luck..

I won't wake up.

Muichiro POV:

I tried to get Giyu's attention, he had just stood still, Kocho was concerned too. But suddenly I saw him cave in, him falling over, fainting.

What happened? Did I do something wrong? How were we going to get him back to the estate?

"Giyu! W-what, wake up! Please get up!" I shouted but nothing worked. It's as if he ran out of fuel, as if his mind shut down.

Kocho immediately got to work, checking his pulse and heart rate.
"He's still breathing, he just fainted." She signed a relieved sigh.
"We just need to get him back to my estate," she looked at me "Is there any way you can.. carry him?"

I hesitated. I'm not sure why. Of course I would carry him, he's important. At least I think he is. My minds a bit foggy. I did want to see him after all. It just felt right. And-

"Tokito?" Kocho asked, I forgot she was there "Can you do it or not?"

"Oh, um, ye." I replied, picking him up  and slowly walking towards the butterfly estate.

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The walk was slow and quiet but once we arrived Kocho showed me to a spare room where he could rest.