My time

chapter 7

Han's pov
" you really need to consider suing him" chan hyung said,as I sit on the couch of my living room with the older right next to me...I am still lost of words about what I just found out...I don't have a brain tumor...I am not going to die...how did this happen?
"I kind of agree something is really fishy about this...I mean miracles happen but not like this...or this fast...I am sure they mixed up your results with someone else" I glanced at seungmin blinking my eyes.

Wait...the rest are here too...I forgot about them...chan hyung drove me home with his car the whole ride I was lost inside my thoughts that I didn't even notice them coming inside the house.
"Hanie please..."
"I am not going to sue anyone hyung...I trust doctor kim...he said he didn't make a mistake and I believe him...plus 8 had symptoms, he can't cause that" I cut chan hyung off making the older sighed.
"So did you magically heal? Is that what you think happened?" Minho asked scanning me with sharp eyes...as I said he became a bit nicer the past few days but his tone now doesn't show that"You are just so lucky that you just healed from cancer" he added.

I scanned the man up and down as he stared at me with a serious face before I bursted into laughs surprising all of them.
"Jisung...not again" chan said sounding worried.
"He lost it " changbin murmured but I managed to hear him.
"Man, I never heard someone call me lucky my whole damn life...and I...hell I thought I was going to die..." I said swallowing hard but I didn't stop laughing...the fact that I am trying hard to to cry right now makes it hard forbme to stay composed...but I can't do it in front of them...apart from chan hyung they are just strangers...
"Jisungie please..."
"Hyung...I am not going to die" I said biting my lips.

I thought I was relieved when I found out I am going to die...I thought maybe at that moment I won't be around to hurt anyone...but the whole thing made me realise that I have wasted my damn life because I was so scared of things that were just inside my head...people always called me cursed and I believed them...but how could an unlucky man get cured from cancer? I don't know what exactly happened but for sure this was my wake up call...I am not going to waste my life anymore...I didn't accomplish anything...I am going to change that...i am going to set goals and achieve them...I stood up taking all of them by surprise....I am going to make friends...to fall in love...hell to build a future and a family...this maybe sound ridiculous like for years I lived thinking that I didn't deserve any of this...thing that I will hurt my loved ones but not now...I am going to be selfish for once...i want to live like everyone else.

"Hanie, you are not going to die...come here" chan hyung said pulling inside his arms hugging me tight...for years I dreamed of hugging him but as soon as he approached me I pushed him away from me...but not this time...I hugged him back getting comfortable in his hold...I am not even exaggerating I lived with him for six years and this is the first time I hugged him back like this...even the older tensed before he rubbed my back" I got you buddy...I got you" he added, I felt tears starting to build inside my eyes making it hard for me to fight them anymore...they just started to call unconditionally down my cheeks...a hiccup escaped me making chan hyung pull away to check on me.

"I am sorry..."
"Cry as much as you want...I am here...all of us are" he said looking around at his friends who nodded one bye one...did my fate just changed? Is my life going to be better now...I feel like something had awaken inside of me...the will to live....

Hyunjin's pov
I was walking down the streets of Seoul with nothing in mind but my huge mistake, I freaking asked him...I told Cronos if I am what i am doing is wrong he should stop me...I know he heard me...then why did he let me mess things up?
Hell what I am going to do now...I am stuck on earth with no way back home...my parents must be worried sick about me...wait what if the god try to punish them somehow...I stopped walking as my eyed widened at the thought....he won't do that right...they had nothing to do with this...I was the one who chose to save han jisung...I swallowed hard resuming my walk.