My time

chapter 10

Han's pov
"I am so happy you agreed to have lunch with us" felix said smiling widely at me.
"It is not like he had a choice...hyung did you force him?" Lee minho said looking at chan hyung.
"What I did not.."
"He did not force me...he suggested and I agreed to come" i said cutting my cousin.
"See...I had nothing to do with this" chan said rolling his eyes...well I agreed to meet up with the boys but not now...he dragged me here i chose not to say anything before I took a sip from my drink.

"So" seungmin said clearing his throat making me glance at him.
"What?" I asked confused.
"We came here to get to know you...are you going to stay silent?" Minho said.
"Well, I don't have anything to say about myself...my life was always boring" I answered leaning into my chair.
"I was wondering about something actually" changbin said making all of us look at him" don't get me wrong but you changed a lot overnight...like you found out like you are not going to die and you started treating us nicely... I guess...at least you agreed to meet us...we tried for years to approach you"he paused looking at his boyfriend " chanie told us that you don't like parties and going out in general...I really thought you would take some time to adjust to everything yet the first thing you did was to go to a club...alone...what happened to you?" He added scanning me.

"Hyung" felix said glaring at the older who shrugged...well he is damn right about that...
"I don't know either" i replied taking a deep breath...it was like something changed in me...it was like I had a new meaning...a new hope in life...a second chance to change...I know It may sound a bit exaggerated but I feel like I have been reborn...I can't understand what happened to me exactly but I just want to make up for my lost time.
"All that matters is that hanie is with us now right" chan hyung said throwing his arm around my shoulders" so you know that I am dating changbin...minho and seungmin are dating." He said glancing at felix" that one is in love with jeongin but he never told him" he added making the blonde eyes turn wide.
"Hyung stop it" felix yelled turning red.

Speaking of jeongin...he couldn't come to lunch with us because he had an exam later and wanted to study more...he still in high school too I think he got close to the boys because he is related to minho.
"Aren't you old for him?" I said looking at felix."he is still a minor " i added
"What...I am just a year older...no it is just few months...how i am too old...I was a minor last year too...does he think the same? Does he think I am old for him" At this point the blonde was rumbling.
"Hey hey...relax I was just joking...god you looked like you were losing your mind" I said bursting into laughs as the rest followed after me.
"Han jisung...I think you and I are going to get along...I already like you" minho said with a wide smirk.
"Get along to tease me."felix said rolling his eyes" you are as mean as him jisung "he added looking away....he looked like a child with the pout on his lips...so cute.

"Sorry." I said shaking my head.
"Like really felix...why are you so afraid...just man up and confessed to him..."
"If he doesn't like me back it is going to become awkward with us...we belong to the same friend group...plus he is minho hyung's cousin...I don't want to make him uncomfortable " felix answered cutting seungmin off.
"Listen...life is too short to make hypotheses about things...you don't know how he feels about you...maybe he likes you back but he didn't say anything because he is afraid to lose you...if you didn't act first you may regret it later" I told felix who nodded at me.
"When did you become so wise?"chan asked chuckling.
"I am not...it is just from now...I will act first then think" I replied making seungmin and minho chuckle while the older looked at me with wide eyes.
"That's reckless I swear jisung if you something stupid I will..."

"Dad calm down please...I am not a kid" I said rolling my eyes.
"But..."
"So jisung...you spend the last night with hyunjin" minho said looking at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Yeah" I hummed.
"What happened exactly?" He asked.
"We just had couple of drinks" I replied clearing my throat...it was embarrassing...my memories are still foggy but I remember calling him hot...what I did something stupid? Well I probably did since he told chan hyung to come and pick me up without leaving his number or a way to contact him.
"You are blushing " seungmin yelled cutting my thoughts.
"I am not..."