My time

chapter 12

Han's pov

I was pouring the hot drinks in the cups humming to myself, I didn't expect to meet up with Hyunjin near the bus stop. I was coming back home after I went to get some groceries.
"Shit I forgot the bags in the back of the car" I groaned heading to the garage to grab them. The rain became even stronger when I found Hyunjin he was soaking...what made me even more worried and confused was that he was still wearing the same clothes. I opened the car taking my groceries out before I headed back home.

I don't want to assume things but I think Hyunjin is facing some problems...he looks like he has been living in the streets or something.
As soon as I entered the car I saw the taller one standing in the middle of the kitchen staring blankly at the table where i left the hot chocolate...he was wearing the clothes that I gave him...his long blonde hair was still wet.
"Hyunjin "I said making the other look at me with wide surprised eyes.
"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you..."
"I am not scared...I was just thinking...where were you?" He asked cutting me off.
"I left these in the car "i replied putting the bags on the counter." Did you enjoy your shower?"I added smiling toward him.
"Yeah...it was good thanks" he murmured.
" it is cold"
" I need to leave "

We said at the same time making me laugh "it is cold outside you should dry your hair first and I was serious about the drinks" I said handing him his cup" do you like marshmallows I have some too?" I added.
"No it is okay" he said taking the cup"thank you for this I will dry it when I am back home" he added.
"Please for me...I don't want you do get sick" I said giving him the best puppy eyes I could master...well if it worked I am not the person to act like this....well maybe I changed now...but I just can't help it...why is this happening to me?i don't want him to leave and the fact that I am worried about him makes it worse...I mean if he is really homeless and he leaves he will definitely going to get sick from the rain.

The blonde didn't answer he just stared, it felt like forever as he just watched me with a blank face...well this is starting to get uncomfortable...is there something on my face ?
"Hyunjin" i said chuckling nervously.
"What?" He asked clearing his throat.
"I guess you were lost inside your thoughts again..."
I stopped when the taller's expression turned into an uncomfortable one " Hey are you okay?"I asked as he tried to place the cup on the counter but missed it making the cup crash on the ground.
"I am sorry...I didn't mean to..."
"Hyunjin, it is fine are you really okay?" I asked again...
"I am...I will clean this." He said crounching down on the floor.

"Leave it I will take care of this...go dry your hair I am serious" I said following after him...as soon as I grabbed his hand to stop him from touching the glass I felt my heart skip a beat.
I gulped hard when he locked eyes with me...I have never seen someone as beautiful as him...I have to say that he is hell of attractive but there is something else...like whenever I am around him I feel like I am under some kind of spell...and when i am not with him...he never leaves my mind.
I was lost staring at him, none of us said a word as we just looked at each other...I swallowed hard as my eyes travelled down his lips then back toward his eyes.

They looked kissable...what the hell I am thinking about right now? My heart was shaking inside my heart as I leaned in a little toward him...hyunjin didn't back off that's what gave me more courage to move even closer...my face was inches away from him...
"I need to leave" hyunjin suddenly jumped into his feet running away...I was taken off guard by him that I couldn't even stop him...shit did I mess this up? Is he not interested in me like that?
"Damn "i said running my hand across my hair.

(Next morning)

"Jisung" I looked toward my left to see chan hyung staring at me with a frown on his face.
"What is wrong?"I asked sipping my drink.
"I was talking to you" he said shaking his head" my mom wants to talk to you"he added.
"What why?"I said shocked  at the news.
"You really weren't listening " he said letting a heavy sigh out" I finally told her about the inheritance and kind of your sickness..."
"Hyung why the hell did you do that?"I yelled earing few glances from people in the coffee shop "it is over now..."
"She is worried about you...even dad...whether you were sick or not...I still have no idea what happened exactly but the fact that you lied to me...to us...when you were literally dying is something I will never forgive you for" he said glaring at me.