Messed up

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I ruined such a good thing,
I said he was toxic but he was better than me
Why'd I mess up such a sure chance
It wasn't just some dumb romance
He cared about me
But I lost trust
He said he wanted me
But I felt rushed
I've never had something as good as him
Surely I couldn't win
What did he want?
What was his aim?
Maybe it wasn't all just some stupid game
I should've listened more
Shut my mouth just like before
But instead I showed him a side of me
A side of me that no one should see
Why is it so hard
Why is my heart always on guard
He loved me, and I let him go
We've reached the end, we've hit our low

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