We beat Slavia Praha 4-0 yesterday in the second leg of the second round meaning we're through to the group stages. We play Reading in a few days but the girls wanted to go out tonight to celebrate our champions league win.
To be honest, I could think of nothing worse so I told them I wasn't feeling great and just wanted an early night, the only one who knew the truth was Less, and probably Leah. She had ignored me ever since my confession in the changing rooms and I've felt like shit ever since.
I decided to go to the shop to grab myself a bottle of wine or 2 because I was in desperate need of a drink. I got back in the car and checked my instagram, seeing the girls were already out and had posted some photos. I ordered myself a Chinese and then drove home.
I got a quick shower and changed into joggers and a jumper and poured myself a glass of wine. I put criminal minds on the tv and let out a sigh of content.
Half way into the second episode, the door went and I opened it to see the delivery man. I thanked him and closed the door and plated up the food before sitting back on the sofa.
After finishing my food, I left the plate in the sink and grabbed both bottles of wine and carried them to the living room so I wouldn't have to move again.
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"You don't choose who you fall in love with", Emily Prentiss said through the tv. I was on my second glass of my second bottle and I was definitely feeling it.
"Ain't that the truth", I muttered as I took a sip from my glass before hearing a knock at the door. I looked at my phone and it had just past midnight so who the hell is at my door. I set down my glass and made my way to the door and opened it.
"What the hell are you doing here?", I sighed annoyed as Leah was standing on the other side of the door, looking fine as hell too.
"Can I come in?", she asked as I nodded and moved aside. I grabbed another glass from the kitchen and poured us both a glass of wine as we sat on the sofa with distance between us.
"That's disturbing", Leah mumbled as she looked at the tv. I rolled my eyes and grabbed the remote to turn it off.
"Why are you here? You've ignored me for days", I said as she set her glass down on the table promoting me to do the same.
"I'm sorry for ignoring you, I was honestly just taken by surprise-"
"You were taken by surprise? How do you think I feel? You've made me question my sexuality with all your flirting and your touching-"
"Okay that was mutual, you can't pin that all on me"
"I know, I know that. God, you just- you drive me fucking crazy", I said as I stood up and started to pace the living room.
"Hey, stop that, you're making me dizzy", Leah said as she stood in front of me.
"Thank you for apologising, you can go now"
"I'm not going anywhere, I'm not finished"
"Leah please-"
"I listened to you a few days ago, now it's your turn to listen to me", she said firmly and I swear my knees almost buckled at her tone. Focus.
"Did you mean what you said?"
"No, Williamson, I just put myself out there for kicks", I scoffed, "obviously I meant it".
"You're insufferable, you know that?", she huffed as I stopped the smirk from showing on my lips.
"As I was saying, what you said really took me by surprise, ever since we started our back and forth game, it became more real for me as the time went on but I ignored it because I didn't think you would ever see me that way because you reminded me every chance you could that you were straight so I thought you just seen it as a bit of fun", Leah said softly as I looked in her eyes for any sign of deception.
"What are you saying?", I whispered.
"I'm saying, I like you too, De La Cruz", she said as my stomach erupted with butterflies.
"What about you and Jordan?"
"There is no me and Jordan, there hasn't been for a long time"
"Promise me"
"I promise", as soon as the words left her mouth I took a step forward and smashed my lips onto hers. It was slow to begin with until I felt her tongue tracing my bottom lip. I opened my mouth more to allow her entry as the kiss started to heat up. I pressed my hands on her chest and pushed her backwards until she dropped onto the sofa. I placed myself on her lap and placed my legs either side of hers. Her hands immediately went to my hips as her thumbs went under my T-shirt and she traced my hip bone with them. Goosebumps formed on my skin from the touch which she obviously noticed as I seen a smirk playing on her lips.
"You don't know what you do to me, Williamson", I whispered as I trailed my finger from her neck to her collarbone.
"I think I have an idea", she smirked making me roll my eyes with a smile.
"I'm really fucking turned on right now, but I really don't want to ruin this by going too fast", I said as she reached her hand up to tuck some of my hair behind my ear.
"That's okay, Liv, we'll go at your pace. Can I still kiss you though?", she asked softly.
"You better", I teased making her smile as she leaned forward and pressed her lips on mine. It was much slower than the last one as she trailed her hands up and wrapped them around my back.
"Stop that, you're turning me on", Leah mumbled as I looked at her confused.
"Stop what? Kissing you?"
"No, you keep grinding your hips into me", she said as I felt my face heat up.
"Sorry, I didn't realise", I said hiding my face in her neck as she giggled. I fucking love that laugh.
"How was the night out?", I asked as I played with the baby hair on the back of her neck.
"I couldn't enjoy myself knowing you were upset"
"I don't get upset"
"Oh so is that what you would call your little outbursts?", Leah teased.
"Shut up", I mumbled as I buried my head back in her neck.
"I should go, it's late and we have training in the morning", Leah whispered but I didn't want her to leave.
"Hmmm", I mumbled as I stayed cuddled into her. "You could stay?", I said quietly, scared she would say no.
"I haven't got any of my stuff with me", she said as I sighed in defeat, "but that doesn't mean you can't pack your stuff and stay at mine instead", she suggested as I sat up and looked at her with a smile.
"Really?", I blushed making her laugh.
"Yeah, go pack what you need", she said as I pecked her lips and climbed off of her and went to my room smiling like an idiot.
