Liv's POV:
I wake up with a pounding in my head and a nauseous feeling in my stomach. My hand flies to my stomach as I clench my eyes shut to try and rid myself of feeling sick.
"Here", I heard a voice as they passed me a basin and I immediately threw up into it. I grimaced at the smell so I set it on the floor and stumbled my way to the bathroom. I kneeled down in front of the toilet and threw up again as I felt someone tie my hair back and someone else rub my back.
"Water", I mumbled as someone passed me a glass and I took a big gulp.
"Easy, just take small sips", Less said as she took the water from me.
"Why did you let me drink red wine", I groaned.
"Hey, I tried to stop you", Less said as I felt the sick rising up my throat and I threw up again.
"I'm gonna call Jonas, tell him you aren't feeling well and I'll stay with you-"
"No, you should go, we'll stay with her", I heard Ingrid's voice as I turned to see her and Mapi.
"What are you 2 doing here?", I mumbled but I was happy to see them. Ingrid crouched down beside me and cleaned my mouth with a wet cloth.
"Less called last night, she told us what happened", she said softly as I tried not to cry.
"She broke up with me", I sobbed as Ingrid pulled me into her chest. They both let me cry to them as Less left for training. I eventually passed out from exhaustion and woke up feeling slightly better.
Mapi and Ingrid said I could take another day to be sad but then I have to get my shit together. So we spent the rest of today and all day tomorrow watching tv and eating crappy food.
"Has he tried to contact you again?", Ingrid asked softly.
"No, and I don't think he will, not for a while, he just wants to get in my head", I muttered as I fumbled with the blanket over my lap.
"We're here for a few more days then we have to fly back, but we won't hesitate to fly back over here if he contacts you again okay?", Mapi said as I nodded.
"I know, and it means a lot", I said smiling at both of them.
We spent the next few days together as I tried to take my mind off of Leah. I had missed a few training sessions but I had one later today. Mapi and Ingrid had left this morning and it was hard saying goodbye but I knew if I needed them, they'd come in a heartbeat. I was currently getting ready for training when my phone went off.
Keira
Leah told me what happened, I'm sorry. Are you okay?
Me
I'm hanging in there, thanks for checking in
A few of the girls had reached out too and I assured them I'd be coming to training today. I was nervous as hell about the thought of facing them after what happened at my apartment but I had to face them sooner or later. I took a deep breath before grabbing my keys and making my way to the car. Once I parked my car outside Colney, I walked inside and was greeted by the staff.
"Oh god, I can't do this", I muttered to myself as I pulled out my phone and text Less to come and get me.
"Really?"
"I didn't want to walk in myself", I mumbled as she linked her arm with mine and pulled me into the changing rooms. The first thing I seen was Leah talking to Jordan in the corner and I had to fight the urge to roll my eyes.
"We'll take it from here", Beth said as her and Katie dragged me away from Less as I gave her an apologetic look but she waved me off.
"We thought you'd like to get away from all the prying eyes", Beth said as I nodded in thanks.
"And for the record, you obviously hid the truth about your parents for a reason, so unless you want to tell us, we won't ask you about it", Katie said as Steph joined us.
"She's right", Steph agreed.
"Thanks guys, I'm sorry about lying-"
"Hey, don't apologise", Katie said ruffling my hair a little making me shove her away.
"We're also sorry about you and Leah", Beth said as I smiled slightly.
"Yeah", I mumbled.
"Good one Beth", Steph said.
"No more sad talk, you're my partner today Liv", Katie said pulling me along.
"Oh great, leave me with Beth", Steph said as Beth gasped.
"Hey!", she whined.
"No offence"
"Offence taken", she grumbled as they grabbed a ball and me and Katie grabbed one between us.
"One touch?", she asked as I smiled and nodded. We had been going for a while without dropping the ball and the girls had crowded round us to watch. All the eyes on us made me lose control of the ball and drop it.
"Fuck sake, you guys distracted me", I groaned.
"Sore loser", Katie teased as I chased her and jumped on her back. We both tumbled to the floor until we seen Jonas and quickly hurried to our feet.
"Feeling better, Liv?", he asked as I nodded and seen Leah and Jordan talking again making me roll my eyes.
"Yep, way better now", I mumbled as I caught Leah's eye but I immediately looked away.
"I wouldn't worry about that, Liv, they have too much history, they won't get back together", Katie whispered.
"That's what I'm worried about, the familiarity and comfort of it all for Leah", I muttered as Jonas split us into 2 teams. I cannot let Leah slip away from me.
