What the hell did I Elizabeth Mary Hamilton just do. I have never ever entertained any other boy other than my boyfriend Joshua. It's almost as if I don't even know myself.
"A neva see dis yet a bloodclaat a just instagram di boy falla you pan ano your virginity him tek, suh mi nuh know how yah move suh nervous" she says mockingly. "Yuh nah mek this situation any betta enuh " I say with a serious face. "Girl the only situation is your mada and dah eediat boy deh she wah u married and the fact seh she mek you fraid a man" she say seriously. I hiss my teeth and say " His name is Joshua and no one is forcing me to be with him".
"Cut dat fuck and tap tell lie when last you even answer the nigga girl bye" she says as she opens the door.
And now I will have to share a dorm with her and her telling me the truth I don't want to hear.
I remain silent so she can't prolong the argument.
She head's to the shower while I start spreading my bed that I plan to get into after my shower.
Ping ping ping my phone goes and I already know it's my parents , my sister and Mr locks.
Sister🫶🏽
Sister: Izzie I miss you already why you leave mi here wid mommy and her madness.
Me: I miss you too mah come back weekend fi church memba dat a mommy orders.
Sister: Alr IzzBizz
Me: love yah
Sister : ♥️
Mommy
Mom: yuh settle in Alr? mi and daddy kinda worried we nuh hear yuh call.
Me: yeah I'm fine just got caught up
Mom: Alr just me sure yuh come down weekend and actually call we tomorrow.
Me: kool tell daddy good night.
sheloves_zt
Ziare: mi nuh like text pan gram gimmi ur app nuh ?
Me: anything yuh affi seh u can seh it yasso
Ziare: yah be so hard fah ? like we never had a moment out a the law faculty
Me: kmt dat nuh seh
Ziare: it does and you know it an mi wah find out more bout u.
Me: 8765490352
Ziare: ahhh mah text u Afta mi come in from the store.
Me: 👍
"Him text yuh girl" Bianca shouts. "Something like dat , him really just ask fimi app nth special" I reply as I enter the bathroom. "Suh weh u did want him fi do come over ? You nuh easy at all di man deven get a chance fi prove himself yet" she says with a small smile.
7pm
The pizza delivery guy just gets here and we start devouring the pizza as we watch the news. I like to keep up with what's happening in the country and trust Bianca hates it. I check my phone and realize there is still no call or text from Mr ZT. Also there isn't any call from Joshua and if I call him Bianca aguh seh smth.
While eating the pizza I start to just remember the moment I got pushed down by this hot dark skin muscular rasta. His skin is so smooth you can tell he actually cares about his skin and is a clean guy. His cologne almost made me fall again as it was so manly and smelled so damn good. And he had perfect size lips and oh my Godddddddddddddd why can't I stop thinking about him. He is literally like every other guy probably. He seems like a guy who knows he looks good so he's is confident and plays with people girl child. For Christ's sake di boy coulda all be gay.
"Izzie, Izzie!!! Gyal me a call yuh Suh damn def yuh nuh see mi a show yuh seh the teacher dem ova yah aguh strike tmr" she exclaims. "The second day and no class, dat nuh mek sense" I say being annoyed. "Mek we pray ano everybadi cause it aguh chaotic" she says.
As I check my phone to see if there are any emails about this I see that Ziare texted me to save his number. At this point me Deven member bout email to how girl skin ketch fire
ZT🙄
Ziare: u save mi number yet Elizabeth
Me: yeah
Ziare : Suh u busy tmr after school
Me: not really
Ziare: Alr den yah guh meet mi round a law fac n mi n u can talk.
Me: I don't even know u like dat Suh y mi would a do dat
Ziare: u aguh come fi ur Bessie anyways Suh y we cya just talk fi a 15 mins
Me: Alr boss
Ziare: boss mi like dah name den
Me: don't get ahead of urself
Ziare: calm b we nuh reach the head part yet
Me: kmt 🙄
Ziare: ahh tmr.
Me: 👍🏽
"Suh nuh email u seh yah check weh it seh" says Bianca while laughing. I boss my teeth and say "dem nuh send none". Deep in my thoughts again I start to imagine if we had just kissed in that moment his well groomed locs touching my hair and his hand caressing my face. Snap out of it Liz, I know this man probably has a girlfriend cause nuh man cya look could Suh and nuh have oman. But him just so nice I feel like even if him have one mi goodly still would a want him plus mi have a man too.
Him body just nice like dat man a work out an him hand feel so smooth like him nuh use dem. You know what let me text Joshua and stop thinking of a boy I don't even know.
Joshua♥️💋
Me: hey
Joshua: I thought you would never text me
Me: you know me when it comes to school work
Joshua: I miss you so much can't wait to see you weekend
Me: me too ♥️
Joshua: anyways later ama go to bed now
Me: yah me too
I feel so bad for entertaining another man when I have one who cares for me. I won't go with him tomorrow or talk to Ziare I just can't do that to Joshua.
10pm
"A my bedtime Enuh Bianca" I say to her as I put the sheet over me and I start to feel my eyes close. "Alr sleep tight but ensure you can wake tmr" she says as she continues watching her movie.
12am
I wake up hot n feeling different, I can feel my thighs sticking to each other. Then I remember the dream I was having of Ziare's warm body against mine and him touching me in ways I have never even touched myself. I know they say it's wrong but I could only think of one thing to do but I just couldn't get myself to do that. I would feel so guilty afterwards and my mother would someway find out I thought to myself.
Ughhhhhhh what is happening to me and why can't this just enddddddd. All because of this Rasta boy mi cya even sleep.
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RomanceThis story is about a young girl who starts her university experience as a med student. The story focuses on how she maneuvers through relationships, sex, drugs, university pressure and religion especially as a Jamaican girl. She then meets a boy wh...
