Nevermind

Alternative🌑

I was her Ken, but now I'm fighting demons.

It's almost like life is about chance, you can't control anything.

It's unfair.

"Isaac!!"

It's unpredictable.

"Isaac, please just listen to me!" Raven doesn't realize I lowered her volume down. I can't comprehend what she's saying, but she's clearly loud. Even Amara looks concerned.

After I park, Amara opens the door and asks "You want me to just meet you inside?"

After Amara talked Raven's voice gets louder. This is embarrassing! "Yeeeaaah. Jus give me a sec."

Ouuu! Watching Amara walk away is...ouuuu!

"Wassup. You got my attention now." My mood jus drained trying to get that sentence out. Will she tell the truth to me? Who knows; I'm high in doubt.

"Was you just talking to another bitch? That's why you broke up with me?" the way she's trying to spin this against me is crazy.

Can't tell if that was a joke, but her trying that angers my soul. She knows what she did. How much is there to hide? Or is her pride that high. She does have problems with taking accountability.

"Why the fuck are you trynna make me look crazy! I KNOW ABOUT YOU AND JAMAR!! THERE'S NOTHING THAT I DON'T KNOW!!" This doesn't make sense to me! She can't manipulate me I won't let her.

"STOP YELLING AT ME!! I wanted to talk to you because you're clearly going through a lot. Like I heard what happened between you and Jamar. There's nothing going on I can show our messages Isaac."

"Stop lying to me! I SAW Y'ALL AT THE CLUB!!"

"...what do you mea-" Without hesitation, I hung up. I can't keep listening if she's going to lie

She wants to cry!?

Wait, I hung up on Raven?

I HUNG UP ON RAVEN!!

That felt good. I know I'm not in the wrong, but her absence feels so right!

VRRB! VRRB!

What does she want?

VRRB! VRRB!

"Stop calling me. This isn't going anywhere if you keep on lying!"

Her crying has stopped, but I hear her sniffling. "Okay. Okay...Can we talk in person? Please Isaac! I don't want you to go." What am I to her? Emotional support!?

"I'm busy right now, so I'll see you when I'm back at the dorms." I don't know how to get rid of her though.

Naw I do. I'm just too weak right now.

"I love you."

"Bruh. I'll just let you know when I'm over there." Even though I'm weak there's something inside of me that's refusing to say I love you back. Maybe there isn't anything to reciprocate anymore.

I walk to the entrance and see two of Amara's friends standing outside.

Aroma is inside the air.

"Wassup Isaac! They inside recording right now. Amara will let you in so go in if you want." This is Amara's art director, Raymond Molly.

"Smoke with us! I know you smoke I saw how lit you were at the club the other day. Ray, he was so lit he ran out the club!" So that's what she thinks happened. Better than knowing the truth! She's Serenity bell, and Serenity recognizes me because she was Amara's ride that night.