He doesn't want peaceful words. Steady twisting all the things he heard. Flawless thoughts are useless in reality. To each your own but learn perspectives. Managers negotiate, why are you quick to disagree.
A paper thin mask, thin to the chaotic nature that it covers. He's a fragile guy. People ready to tell him to die.
Will that pay the price?
That man is crazy. He puts all the work into saving what he has.
I never said he was lazy.
"So, he knew who I was the moment he saw me?" Curiously, I scrolled through my Instagram blocks list. Engaging my time on Jamar's page, Theo's account shows under his mutual friends. "I should've checked here when I met y'all!"
"How would you have known any of us were friends with him."
"You saw me! I be thinking, I already thought about that!" Finding out it was Theo tripped me out, I thought it would've been Amara. Another thing, if I didn't block or unfollow Jamar, I would've known about Theo as fast as he knew me.
"Dang."
I show Amara Jamar's mutual friends, but she's unresponsive. Leaning back should be comfortable; Amara makes it look painful.
Panoramic viewers understand.
"Yooo, you didn't kick my car! What you ignoring me for?"!
Her eyes boiled my defense. "Isaac, stop talking to me like that. And get off your phone." Ouuuu! Why did she react like that!?
"Talking to whoo?" When I nudge Amara a smirk appears.
Girl stop playing!
Stop playing!
Come let your guard down around me.
I already got the blueprint. You don't even know!
Does she know or does she care?
Drive this car down your love lane.
Seduce how you feel, you're the new main.
Ouu WOAH!!
Turn your vibe up to the moon!
Playfully she urges out "I'm talking to you!! I just don't want to talk about anything involving Von right now." Understandable and she's vibe matching. How attractive!
L, lost one, but I can recover.
O, on a path that's unknown but destined.
V, vulnerable thoughts clear in this presence.
E, emotional attraction!
"Alright."
"It's not that I don't want to tell you. There's just nothing to talk about anymore." After seeing her put dents in Theo's car, I wouldn't want to know how much more I should know. "Let me ask you about your basketball situation!"
"What do you want to know?" To win her affection, I'll have to challenge being more open. Amara stares at me while I park into Jace's driveway. She shrugs, hesitant to my question. A question reflecting my closed off nature.
Jace's house is so damn goth!
Statues of gargoyles, their dark forms painted in eerie purple, stand guard, their menacing figures across statues of the holy family. The holy statues emit a blinding, ethereal light, casting sharp shadows that dance across the driveway. The house, with its cathedral-like windows, feels alive with a RAW, defiant energy.
"Actually, I'll just tell you, it's not even a long story." Zee's not answering, so I need to pour this story out and shave this ice barrier I've built.
Disbelief locks Amara's jaw open. Upon finding out she grabs my hand sensually; her eyes emit a comforting and sympathetic gaze. A text from Jace interrupts our vibe, but Amara offers to continue. "Wait, just stay here for a while. We'll go in a few; we got 4 hours to record before 7am." Ouu, she's trying to convince me!?
"Yeah, I'll stay." I know she thinks I'm raw! Our eyes attract rhythm, I hope she knows I love the way she looks in mine. "What about Jace? He's not gon trip?" I don't have work tomorrow, so 7 is a good time to sleep!
I did say I'd talk to Raven once I get back...Nevermind.
"Don't worry about him. He hasn't even called yet!" Trying to seduce me? I like the way your mind thinks.
I like how your confidence speaks; Amara's bad how Rhianna's been!
"Haha! Fo sure!"
KNOCK! KNOCK!
"EEIAAAHHH!!" Amara's body jumps!
I keenly turn to my window, watching Jace peeping his head in the car.
When did get here and how come I didn't notice.
Amara's presence ruined my focus.
Facing the window, pissed I lacked here. "Get in the back!" The windows had to go down now; my gas isn't infinite!
Jace hopped in the car immediately because I spoke clear. "I was gon hit you up, but I saw yo headlights."
"You were sleeping?" Amara grabs a snack from Jace's bag. A nice Louis Vuitton duffle bag!! Inside was a laptop, mic, camera, and more snacks!
"Why'd you bring the recording equipment here?" I'm confused, why couldn't we just go inside?
"My grandpa is sleeping. Plus, I want to record this in a small space." Jace pulls two bags out of his pocket. "I got zaaa!!" The aroma blazes through my car. Amara's gaze follows the purp, I mirror her gaze.
Am I tempted? I've been sober since the fight. Crazy to think I was ready to fight while I was high.
I better!
I better let it pass by!
I love the way you make my body feel. Got to break you and chill on you. You're rolling my addiction on a wheel!
You're bad how raven is!
There're two questions on this quiz. "Naw, I don't feel like smoking right now."
"You know I don't even smoke for real." Amara gets comfortable, starting up the studio on the laptop.
Brought up from the music.
Talent draws symbols, someone will discover it and call it special.
This brought me hope...save your life!
Crystal to kids, knowing I want a wife.
I'm feeling low.
Countless times but it brought me back to four.
Cried my eyes out all because of that whore.
Bring forth the stride!
Make me cross that line again, I want a wife!
I cried about love; moonshine brings me peace!
Is it black? You can't hide your shadow.
I need a shader
Lavender messages, I've been receiving.
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Roman d'amourAn American novel series written by lunedigo. With an aesthetic to draw attention, Isaac struggles his days in college. His mental health is challenged and beaten consistently. Dealing with his girlfriend cheating on him, Isaac tries to push through...
