Chapter 24

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*Harry's p.o.v*

I want expecting that. Jake likes me. Even if I wasn't with Louis I still don't think id be able to go out with him, as that could ruin our friendship. Because Jake is the one I tell most of my secrets too, so if we broke up or something and it was on bad terms I'd have no one to tell my problems to.

Jake smiles at me "you okay?" I totally forgot he was in here, I nod to his question and stand up

"I just gotta go for a minute, be back in a sec" I say walking out of the living room and into the kitchen where Louis was

"What he say?" He asks, I feel my eyes well up and then two arms wrap around me. I have no idea why I'm crying. No idea at all. It just feels like I need to.

"He says h-he l-likes me" I whisper almost wishing that it wasn't true. I feel Louis hum while nodding to what I has just said "is that what he told you?"

"Yeah, he told me not to say anything. I'll ask you the same as I told him we can break up if you would find it easier" Louis says and I pull away from him

"You wan-want to b-break up with me?" I whisper looking at him in disbelief

"No, I never said that Harry. I would never want to break up with you. The thought of it terrifies me, not that your terrifying or anything. But seeing you with someone else would break my heart, it did when Jake told me about you and Niall" Louis says walking closer to me

"So you asked him if he wanted you to break up with me?" I ask trying to get a answer out of him and he nods "why? Why would you do that?"

"He's my son at the end of the day Harry, I need to put him first and if your not okay with that you better go" Louis says with tears rolling down his face

"I'm just going to go, clear my head. Had a lot to take in" I say walking out of the kitchen and towards the front door

"Harry wait!" Louis shouts running after me, I turn to look at him "are we okay? Me and you?" He asks

"I really don't know anymore Louis, I'll call you later" I say walking out of the house. I feel myself start to shake. He would break up with me in seconds to make Jake happy, what about my happiness, what about his own? I know I sound selfish but I can't believe he said that.

*Louis' p.o.v*

I don't know what I've done. I always manage to screw up all the time, I'm just a huge screw up. I have no idea what's going on inside Harry's head, he tends to keep his feelings inside. I don't even know if we are still together. I take a seat next to Jake "what's wrong? Your crying" he asks and I look at him wiping my tears away

"H-Harry, I think he hates me. I screwed everything up Jake, just when I get a good thing I always have to ruin it" I tell him

"Is this my fault?" He asks and I shake my head

"No, it's just me saying is break up with him to make you happy, he took it the wrong way. He needs time to call off. I just don't know" I look at the floor

"I'm sorry. It's all my fault" Jake says

"It's not. If anyone is to blame its Harry, he doesn't understand that I've got to put you first" I tell Jake "I'm gunna go put my head down for a bit" I say getting up and heading upstairs to my bedroom.

Once I'm into room I get under the covers and I feel myself start to shake in anticipation whether or not I'd get a call from Harry.

I'm awoken by buzzing of my phone I answer the phone without looking at the caller ID as I'd get blinded by the screen "hello?" I say to the person on the other end in my tired voice

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