Chapter 37

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*Harry's p.o.v*

Today's the day, I still don't know what's best for Gemma. If they leave the ventilator on it might only pre-long her life, but they say there's no way that she will be able to breathe without it. But I don't want to turn the ventilator off, because it will mean that my sister would have died.

"Morning baby" Louis says in his morning voice sitting up next to me in bed

"Morning" I half smile "I can't do this" I sigh

"I know it's hard, but it's got to be your decision Haz, because if I tell you to do something you could regret it in a few years. But all I'm saying is think of her" Louis advises me

"I am, I just. It will only pre-long her life on the ventilator as they said they don't think she will wake up. But then if they turn the ventilator off, she's gone forever. Gone" I look at him "I just wish I wasn't the one in this position. I'm no good at decision making"

"If I could is swap places with you. But unfortunately technology isn't that great" Louis smiles "we could go talk to the doctor if you'd like?" Louis asks

"But that makes it more real. I wish I knew what she wanted, it would be so much easier" I tell him and he half smiles pulling me in for a hug

*Gemma's p.o.v*

"I think I've decided" I tell mum and she smiles at me. It took long enough to decide. This situation is just like 'If I Stay' a film I watched a week or two before the accident. In fact I think it's identical apart from Harry and my Dad, that I haven't seen in years, wasn't in the accident.

"What's that gem?" Mum asks

"I think I'm going to come with you" I tell her "it's not fair on Harry if I stay, as he'll be caring for me and he would be even more worried then he is now. I'm not sure if I could put him through anymore pain" I tell her, a tear forming in my eye thinking of him

"Are you sure. Because you coming with me would break his heart. You saw him yesterday crying over your body" mum reminds me

"But it's no good for him, or for me if I do pull through" I tell her the truth "I don't want to put either of us through that"

"Look he's here" she points to Harry entering the room, behind him stands Mr. Tomlinson holding his hand, okay this is still slightly weird.

He then kisses Harry's hand once they have both sat down next to my lifeless body "I-I can't do this Lou" Harry says, wait. Who's Lou?

"Come here babe" Mr. Tomlinson speaks pulling him closer. H-he called my brother b-babe?

"Did you hear that?" I ask mum

"Hear what?" She asks smiling looking at Harry with a tear in her eye "I miss him so much Gem"

"Mr. Tomlinson called Harry babe" I tell her

"Pfft your hearing things" mum says shaking her head

Harry pulls away but they are both still looking at each other in the eye. Harry leans forward and kisses Mr. Tomlinson's lips. He's kissing his lips!!

"I love you" Harry tells him kissing Mr. Tomlinson's nose

"Love you too Haz" Mr. Tomlinson smiles holding Harry's hand tight in his grasp.

They're dating? Is this why Harry and Niall broke up? This is wrong, they can't be. I bet he forced Harry into this, Harry isn't that stupid to do this he should know better. He's too young for someone who is dad. Especially when he has a child the same age as him.

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