Mr. Tomlinson (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 49

*Harry's p.o.v*

I grab my hair tightly and pull it all together on the top of my head I then that the hair bobble and tie it up into a bun. I look at myself in the mirror and my hands shake, this is really gunna happen. It's going to be perfect just like we planned it to be.

I strut over towards the wardrobe and take out my suit, I don't think I could have chosen a better suit then the one I've got in my hand. It has everything a suit should need, plus it feels amazing on.

I unzip the suit bag and take out the suit. As I look at the suit my eyes start to well up. That last time I wore a suit was at Gemma's funeral and my mums. It's going to be so hard without them here today, I've always imagined them here on my wedding day helping me get ready, having mum walk me down the isle to the man that I marry. But that's never going to happen now. I wipe away the stray tear on my cheek. I place the suit on to the bed and take off my clothes throwing them on the floor.

I turn to look at myself in the mirror, I look nothing like I did 4 years ago. My body hasn't got much muscle, I look weak and vulnerable. I've got scars scatters over my body all for a different reason. I know it's not right to harm yourself but it relieves me of the pain inside me. The pain that I've been covering up all my life with scars. Louis' seen all my scars and understands why I've got them but he still isn't too impressed with me for hurting myself. He's helping me stop, which I'm thankful that he is, because that day that I tried to kill myself still haunts me. Sometimes I wish that I was saved but most of the time I wish I wasn't, that way my pain would be gone.

"H-harry?" A voice comes up behind me startling me

*Louis' p.o.v*

My body turns to face Liam as he enters his bedroom room which I had got changed in. "You look perfect mate" he says walking over towards me and pulls me into his muscular chest. His arms wrap around my body and I
smile "he's gunna want to rip this off of you when he sees you" Liam laughs patting my back pulling away

"I seriously hope he's okay, he's told me that he'll try and be strong" I tell Liam

"Is this about his mum and sister?" Liam asks and I nod "must be hard for him and all"

"I seriously can't bare to think what he's doing at the moment" I close my eyes tying up my tie

*an hour later*

The car pulls up outside the nerves take over my body, I know I should feel exited and all but I just don't want to make a fool of myself today of all days.

"You ready buddy?" Liam asks rubbing my back

"As ready as I'll ever be" I smile and he laughs "Do you think he'll be okay?"

"Why wouldn't he?" Liam asks "he's marrying the man of his dreams isn't he"

"Well..." I laugh "I'm pretty sure I'm not the man of anyone's dreams to be honest"

"Don't be so stupid" Liam pushes me "we all know that is a lie. Now shut up and get in this car so you can marry the love of your life!" Liam smiles

"Okay, okay" I laugh walking over towards the black Range Rover with white ribbon on the front. I take a seat in the back with Liam and Calum and Luke sit in the front as it's Luke's car so he's driving.

"Is Harry the girl?" Calum asks me and I look at Liam confused

"Whatcha mean?" I ask him and he shakes his head

"Is he walking down the isle?" Calum questions "you thought I meant in bed didn't ya" he laughs

"Yes he is waking down the isle but in bed, well... Kinda varies, y'know" I say taking him by surprise as he buries his head in his hands rocking in his seat