Chapter 41

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*Niall's p.o.v*

I guess your wondering how and why I'm doing this. I'm not to sure myself but all I know is that Harry should be with me, we had a connection.

I first found out about Harry and Mr. Tomlinson, also known as Louis when I was going to ask Mr. Tomlinson for some help with my homework after school. But to my surprise when I open the door I see my ex-boyfriend kissing the teacher. I'm guessing that's why he broke up with me. That's why I want him to feel the pain that I'm in, that he left me in.

Do I have regrets for starting this? Yes! Corse I do! By doing this it will probably make him hate me if he finds out it's me. But I've started now and I'm in too deep. I asked for money for God sake! I'm evil! I didn't know what I was doing when u sent that text. I haven't done anything with the money it's just sat in the bag that it came in at home. I was thinking of giving it them back but I don't know how to. I don't want to spend the money it would be wrong to.

The phone was a spare, so it had a different number to the one I had previously given Harry.

It just hurts to see him happy with someone else. I know we weren't dating for long, but I truly did love him. I've liked him well before Jake came and had that conversation with me. Harry asked if I was gay a few years ago and I said no because I was too scared of what he's say. I was scared of his opinion because vice liked for so long.

So I guess that's why I did it. I just don't know what to do now. I love him but would it be easier letting him go and forget about him. Or keep on trying to ruin his relationship with Louis.

*Louis' p.o.v*

I look in my wing-mirror waiting for Harry and Jake to finish school. I had last period free so I finished marking some essays in my room then came to the car.

Jake open a the front passengers door "alright?" He asks sitting down

"Yep fine" I smile "where's Harry?" I ask him and he looks outside

"No idea. He was taking to Niall when I last saw him but that was straight after the exam. Haven't seen him at all after they. I'll give him a text" Jake tells me getting his phone out typing a quick message he hits send.

The phone buzzes a few seconds later "he says that he's going for a drink with Niall, he'll be back as soon as he can" Jake says. He's going out with his ex? I press down the execrator and head home.

*Harry's p.o.v*

To: Jakey Boi

Goin for a drink with Ni, be back soon...

Sent: 3:30

"Ready?" Niall asks me as I pack my things away and nod in response to his question

It takes 5 minutes to get to the nearest coffee shop. We take a table near the window. I look over towards Niall and can see him playing with his hands showing that he's nervous. "How have you been?" He asks looking up at me taking me by surprise that he stated talking first

"Not so good, I'm guessing you've heard about my mum and sister" I tell him "it's just hard to carry on without them y'know"

"Yeah, I'm so sorry about that. I read it in a newspaper. I don't know how you've carried on so well" Niall smiles shyly

"I've been keeping everything in. All the emotions. I've tried to kill myself..." I start to say but stop halfway and loose myself in my thought

"Haz, Haz?" Niall waves a hand in front of my eyes. He looks at me "why? Why did you try and kill yourself?" He asks

"I thought that it was best for everyone. But Jake's dad saved me. I-I didn't want to be saved" a lump forms in my throat

"Don't say that H. It's not the best for everyone, we need you here with us" Niall puts his hand on top of mine on the table

I pull my hand away from under his and he frowns at me in confusion "I-I can't Niall" I tell him

"I was just trying to comfort you" he tells me "I won't try anything on when your vulnerable like this"

"Thanks" I smile weakly at him "how have you been?"

"Well I kinda told you this morning. I'm finding it hard without you, I've always wanted you Harry. When you said we should break up and be friends my heart broke. I've always loved you. I still do" Niall blurts out and my eyes open wide "I-I still do" he whispers to himself

"Y-you've always liked me?" I question and he nods "I like you too but not in the same way unfortunately. I see you more as a friend, a good friend"

"A good friend?" He asks and I nod in response

*Louis's p.o.v*

It's 6:30 and Harry still isn't back yet, I know I sound over protective but he's with Niall- his ex. "He'll be alright Niall won't have done anything to him .He doesn't know how to be bad" Jake tells me

"Niall the church boy" I say causing Jake to laugh

"Could say that again" he smiles

The door flies open and Harry walks in "were you talking about me? My ears are burning" Harry says and I smile

"How was it?" Jake asks Harry

"Alright. I found out he still likes me..." Harry pauses "yeah"

"Really!" Jake says sarcastically "whatcha say about that?"

"I see him more of a friend. It's the honest truth" Harry says sitting down on my lap "because you are the only man for me... Unless Zak Efron were to walk in here and say he's got feelings for me"

"Well I don't think that's gunna happen anytime soon, so your stuck with me Styles" I smile at him

"Zak Efron? Really the one from High School Musical?" Jake questions Harry laughing

"Not then. Have you seen him now! Why are Americans so God Damn good looking!" Harry says swooning

"What's he look like now?" I ask out of curiosity. Harry reaches for his phone out of his pocket and shows me and Jake a picture. Let's just say he's really changed since then! I smile to myself

"I'm going up stairs to watch How I Met Your Mother" Jake says standing up "you coming Haz?"

Harry looks at me waiting for me to say yes he can go "go on then" I smilie "but first come here" I say pulling him in for a kiss "love you H"

"Love you too L" Harry says pulling away from me "more then my love love for Zak" Harry winks at me walking away with Jake

*Niall's p.o.v*

I actually told him that I like him. I never thought that I would but I did. But yet again I'm friend zoned by him again. That always happens, when I get close to someone they always never have the same feelings as I have for them.

The thing is if Louis wasn't around Harry wouldn't be either. He would be dead. So I guess I'm going to have to live with Harry's love for our teacher.

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