Mr. Tomlinson (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 20

School finishes and me and Harry walk back to my house as dad had extra work to catch up on or something. My mind keeps going back to this morning. I don't know why I said I love you too. I don't think I have feelings towards him, but then again I have been feeling different around him lately. Maybe I'm just jealous? I don't know.

Once we get back to my house we sit on the sofa eating chocolate while watching tv. Great way to shake off that extra weight I know. I look at Harry and he's watching the tv. His hair has grown alot since I last properly had a look at him. He bites his lip while concentrating on the tv. He must have seen me staring at him as he turns to look at me smiling "You okay?" He asks. His voice deep, I've never really payed much attention to it before. But his voice is quite deep... well very deep to be honest. 

"I'm good. Just bored" I tell him and he smiles showing off his dimples

"You never really answered my question before" Harry says

"What question?" I ask him in confusion

"What would you have done if I had kissed you" Harry says looking at me in the eye

"I... I probably would have been startled but I guess I'd kiss back?" I say but it ends up being said as a question rather than an answer

"Are you questioning me or telling me?" Harry asks

"Telling" I whisper and he smiles turning his attention back to the tv. He's such a wind-up though. My phone buzzes in my pocket

From: Dad

Will be back in 5. Just left work x

Sent: 4:00pm

I put my phone back into my pocket and Harry smiles at his phone, obviously because he'd just received a text.

The front door opens minutes later and dad walks into the livingroom smiling "You two okay?" He asks sitting next to Harry I feel myself tence up

"Just fine" I force a smile on to my face

"Great" Harry says with a toothy smile. Even his teeth have a thing about them.

"I'm just gunna go make a drink. Anyone want one?" I ask standing up Harry shakes his head

"I'll have a tea please" Dad says smiling. I walk out of the room and I can hear them giggling. I had to get out if there. I know I must sound like a huge dick but it hurts. It hurts because my best friends boyfriend is my dad. It hurts that they are happy. It hurts that I think I may have falling for my best friend.

*Louis' p.o.v*

I put my hand on Harry's cheek and kiss his plump pink lips "I missed you" Harry smiles

"I missed you too" I smile back to him "Do you think Jake is okay?"

"Whatcha mean?" Harry asks lifting his hand up to meet mine and intertwining our fingers together.

"Seems a little out of it" I tell him not making sence to myself so it sure ain't gunna make sence to Harry "Doesn't seem himself at the moment. Had your ex here last night. Having sex with him until I burst into the room as he locked the door"

"Niall? But Jake isn't gay is he? He hasn't said nothing to me about it" Harry whisper as I stroke his luxurious smooth curly hair with my free hand "did you get my mum or Gemma?"

"There was no answer. You can sleep over if you want tonight though but it'll have to be in Jake's room" I tell him and he smiles kissing my knuckle.

Jake enters the room moments later passing me my cup of tea. He sits back down on the other side of Harry. "I'm just gunna go and sort out the washing" I tell them standing up with my tea and walking out of the room. I go into the kitchen and empty the wash basket into the washing machine and turn it on. I then go up stairs to my bedroom. I seriously don't know what's up with Jake. He really doesn't seem himself.

*Harry's p.o.v*

Louis goes out of the room "You and Niall?" I ask Jake and he shrugs

"Was just a one night thing" he says looking at the foor

"Never knew you were into guy's aswell? Thought we told eachother everything" I ask him and he looks at me with the 'did you really say that' expression

"I was experimenting. Needed to get myself off. But seriously? You never told me about you and my dad" Jake says

"That's 'cus it's only been afew days and he said not to" I tell Jake "Why are being such a dick?"

"Me a dick? What the hell have I done that's soooo wrong. Tell me Harry because I'd love to know" Jake shouts at me

"You used Niall! You used him because you needed to get yourself off. I bet he doesn't even know this! You.." I'm cut off by Louis coming into the room

"What's going on?" He shouts

"He used Niall to get himself off. Just a 'one time thing' I seriously don't know who you are anyone" I tell him and Jake looks at the floor almost in tears

"I think me and you should have a talk" Louis says to Jake "you okay walking back?" Louis ask me and I nod.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to be best friends with someone who sleeps around because that's just unfair. 

When I get home there is still nobody there. Was there a family holiday that I forgot about or something? Because they have never been away for this long before. It's scarey.

*Jake's p.o.v*

I can't believe that me and Harry just had an argument. It wasn't a stupid one either. It was a proper one. "You gunna tell me what's up?" Dad asks me

I look at him and shrug my shoulders "I can't tell you. Because I don't know. I'm feeling all different types of things that I've never felt before" I tell him and he nods telling me that he is listening "the other night with Niall, I wanted to experiment. I never really thought about guys before but now I can't stop thinking about one inparticular. Which I shouldn't. It feels so wrong. I hate it. I hate myself. I feel so stupid" I cry, he wraps me up in his arms stroking my hair

"You shouldn't hate yourself. If you are gay, or bisexual or whatever you know I will support you. You shouldn't feel ashamed of liking a guy though... look where it got me. I was ashamed to admit to myself that I was gay"

"I don't know what I am or anything at the moment. I know you would support me because if you didn't that would be hypocritical" I say to him and he smiles

"Just do you then you'll have nothing to be ashamed of. But seriously you've got to think before you act, because you are hurting others" he says and I pull away from him

"I knew you were going to be on his side" I shout

"Calm down" He says in a cool am collective voice.

"Why should I calm down?" I shout and he stands up

"Go to your bedroom now! I'm going out" he says walking out of the room

"Go fuck your boyfriend then" I shout back at him. The front door slams close. Tears start to form in my eyes. I don't know why I'm so angry. I just want to break things or something. I decide to text a girl from school asking if she wants to come round which she kindly accepts. I know I shouldn't use people but this is the only way I can see myself getting over my best friend.