I Won't Give Up On Us (McLennon)

Fill Me In ❤

Pauls POV:

John has finally agreed to take Ally to the doctors for a check up and her hospital records. I've been really excited about finding out how old she really is and what her birth name was. I'll admit, lately I've really wanted John. Like really want him but he just says we need to wait for the right time. Everytime we get deep into a kiss I can tell it's a struggle to stop himself from going any further. Like last night.

"John, I really want you." I said between warm kisses. He moved down to kissing my neck and I ran one hand through his dark auburn hair with the other arm wrapped around his neck before lifting his shirt.
Once it was off, he rested his head into the crook of my neck. "Paul, please. It isn't the right time." He had a pleading look so of course I had gave in. "I know John." We lay there talking for the rest of the night while Allys slept peacefully.

That was last night though and to get back I've really been a tease. It's quite fun actually. With that being said I have decided that tonight will be the night.

"Alright it's time to go, Macca. I'll get Ally and you get her diaper bag." He looked at me for a second and I knew he was thinking about last night.
"Checking me out ye?" I say slyly, hoping to get a reaction. Just hoping for something. "Babe, i could have you whenever I want you, no need to check you out. Though I do enjoy the view." He gave a wink and at that moment, i would've let him take control of me. "What a gentlemen." I said and rolled my eyes at him sarcasticly. I moved past him swiftly when he pulled me towards him. "I love you, really I do Paul." I could tell what he thought then. He thought I would leave him for holding out on me this long. "John, I'm not going anywhere. I love you to, even if you are a tease." I childishly stuck my tongue out after saying this to make him smile and I succeeded.
"I'm the tease? Sweetheart, you've practically have been seducing me with bad joke and your baby voice." He's laughing now. "Yeah, yeah. Now leave me alone." I cross my arms and i feel like a five year old. "Macca." He says but I'm not giving in. "Hmmph." I give out in an exaggerated voice. "Stop it, macca." I like how he's so serious so I continue. "No, seems I'm only of bad jokes." He puts his arms around me from the back but I'm still reluctant. "Come on, Paul. Don't make me do this. We have to be at Ally's doctors appointment in 30 minutes and she's going to wake up soon." He lifts his eyebrows and gives me a pleading smile. "Let's just go then." He looks at me with a 'thank you' sort of face. "You're just upset that Johnny hasn't tried you out yet." I laugh at how dirty he's talking. Until he continues. "But Paul, I haven't even taken you out on a date. Just give me time, love." He's to persuading and I hug him tightly. "I know." I say when he leans in and kisses me on the eye. "Aim better next time." And with that, we go back to getting ready to leave.

"Ally we're going to the doctors, are you ready bunny?" She looks at John with a sense of excitedness.

When we get to the doctors, I feel like we shouldn't be here. "I've got the records you asked for." Dr. Magee says. John flips through the papers he was handed. "She's 2 years old and her birthday is December 21, 1960." He looks up smiling. "Our Ally finally has a birth date." We both smile and I feel my stomach twisting. John's face falls when he continues reading. "Her mother died giving birth." He looked at Ally who was touching my hair as I held her in my arms. This is not how I liked seeing John. Sad and reminiscent. He returned his attention back to the papers and handed them back. "That's all we needed to know, thank you." John tugged on my sleeve as a signal that we should go. "What about Allys check up?" He shot me a hard look. "Nevermind it, she's fine." He looks at Ally. "You're fine, right Ally?" She shouted "Jom!" To answer his question and gave a big smile. She really did know how to keep John grounded. "Let's do this then." John had the strangest way of making things go from awkward to okay.