I Won't Give Up On Us (McLennon)

Birthday

Johns POV:

It's true. I'm fucking mad. Mad that Jack could try and make a move like that on Paul and then on top of that give little to no attention to Ally then have the nerve to say he wants to see her more. Yeah right, you want Paul. This is giving me a headache and I don't even know what to think. I've been a jerk since that day, last week. I've hurt Pauls feelings. Thinking back it hurts me to have done that.

"I'm sorry, John what was I suppose to do? Make a scene in front of everybody?" Paul was trying to help. I know that now but yesterday I didn't so.. that happened than this, "Yeah unless you wanted him! Do you want him? Tell me now? He's better looking isn't he, don't think I don't know what's going on!" I don't know what had made me say that but now I lay in bed regretting having said that.

I just got insecure again and let him see the weak side of me by crying after that. I heard Ally start crying in the next room and had pushed away any hurt I was feeling to tend to her so she wouldn't see that I wasn't as tough as she thought. That I couldn't protect her because I couldn't even protect myself from dumb feelings. Enough of this, honestly. This is childish, all of this. I have a daughter and a boyfriend that I love with everything I have well that's debatable, I've got my guitar and I love that ver much...wait nevermind that. Just Ally and John and my gits George and Ringo. And my guitar...I've got to stop getting off of track. If that guitar didn't sound so amazing than this wouldn't be so hard. I'm thinking of it again! That's it I'm gonna stop thinking of it. Okay, okay like tropic oranges or strawberry straws or blue glue or glue, glu, gla, gu. Guitar. Damn it !

"John." Paul winced when he said this in hopes that I wouldn't still be mad.

"Yes, love?" I softened so he'd hug me and make me stop being so strange with everything.

"Hoppy Birffay." Ally yelped while Paul laughed at how she tried to stand.

"My birffay, eh?" I thought for a second. My birthday? Today is?

"What's todays date Paulie?" He stood by my bed and turned red.

"October 9th, John. It's your birthday did you not remember? Ally and I have got a surprise for you if you aren-" I couldn't take it any longer, I pulled him in by the bottom of his shirt and he fell on the side of me. My goal, his lips. "I'm not mad, baby I promise. I was a dick, I know." I said before giving him the most affectionate of kisses. I could feel Paul about to pull away to protest about my language in front of Ally but he quickly stopped and relaxed into the kiss. "So you're not mad at me anymore?" Paul said, propped up on his arms while he lay over me.

"I wasn't mad at you, jealous is the word. I love you and I'm sorry for how I yelled at you and I'm sorry that I didn't make you feel protected when you needed me to protect you." He kissed me hard after this before Ally giggled and we pulled away. "Shut up, John I do feel safe with you. In fact, I feel so safe with you that I want to be with you forever." I smiled at the thought. Paul, Ally and I together forever sounded just about as amazing as a guitar. What the bloody hell is going on with me brain?!

"Daddy." I loved that sweet voice. "Yes darling?" I walked over to her, she was still struggling to stand straight and I swooped her up. "Hoppy Birffay." She slid her tiny hands through my hair as I carried her over to the bed. "Thank you sweetheart and Mac can we sleep for 10 more minutes baby?" I asked still sleepy from my thoughts. "The surprise can wait later I suppose." Paul said before kissing me on the cheek and snuggling with Ally and I. "This is all I needed to have the best birthday ever." I said with my eyes closed. "Then the surprise is just the cherry on top then." Paul said and kissed my eyelid, making me chuckle before drifting off to sleep.

Pauls POV:

I woke up to Johns light snoring, it'd been an hour since we'd fallen asleep. Ally was asleep snuggled into his chest while he had one arm over her small body, I decided make sure everything was ready downstairs. I hope John likes this, I got him the red new guitar he's been wanting but Brian won't let him get because he, yet again keeps talking back. He always has to have the last word on anything. Stubborn John you drive me crazy. Why would he think that I wanted Jack ? I love him with all my heart, and then this complete anomaly comes around and he goes balistic. John was really confusing, he didn't need to be jealous, I'm all his and he knows that. I shook out of my thoughts when I missed the last step on the stairs, sliding into the front door head first. Fucking hell, I had to hold back my cry-laughing back to not start crying hysterically as I rubbed the top of my head. "Fucking bloody son of a-" I cursed lightly as I made my way to the kitchen. I couldn't even think straight with the pai- "Damn it to hell!" I whispered yelled to keep John and Ally from waking up. I'd stepped on one of Allys blocks, in pain I clenched my fists then picked up the block and threw it to where I had just came from, the entrance of the kitchen. I turned to keep walking towards the cake on the counter at the end of the kitchen when I heard a loud cry. I turned around to see John holding his eye and upper cheek. "John, I'm so sorry!" I limped towards him quickly.

"I was just checking on things and then I fell into th front door, hurt me head by the way, then I stepped on Allys wooden block and I threw it out of rage, are you okay?" I talked fast out of nevousness.

"It doesn't hurt that bad." He said letting go of his eye. "Does it look bad?" I stared at the red blotch around his eye lid from the corner of the wooden block and then the puffyness around his eye. "Looks fine...yeah...it looks fine.." He smiled at my words. "You want cake?" I asked John, that's the only way to move on from this mess. "Yeah." He said as one eye lot up with excitement, the other one now swollen shut. "I'll get Ally, you can start getting the plates." I turned and set off for upstairs.

Johns POV:

Damn it Paul. Can't even see with one of my lookers now. Well I guess it's alright, seeing as one of his foots was hurt. Evening out things I suppose. I opened the cabinets with the plates in it only to get an avalanche of glass plates started. "Everytging okay, John?" Paul yelled from upstairs. Fuckin' Paul why'd you have to give me your bad luck? "Yes everythings fine." I picked up all the glass off the floor and counter quickly before he brought down Ally. "We're eating our cake in bowls." I said as he walked towards the table with Ally in his arm. "Alrighty as you wish your majesty." I tried to roll my eyes as he said this but got back a shot of pain. "Oh yeah Mimi told me to tell you that she wishes you a happy birthday and that she'll be over sometime next week to see Ally." That made me feel better inside. "The boys also called to wish you a Happy Birthday, they said you're getting old already." He finished and I laughed at the idiots. We sat down with our bowls of cake in front of us then Paul decided we should take a picture, I objected to this but knew I wouldn't win so he pointed the polaroid our way and stood as far with is as his arm would let him then just as he clicked the picture Ally smacked cake right on top his hair. "Don't stand so close to the table next time, eh?" I laughed. "What a fine picture that one"ll be let's send it to Mimi for Christmas." I laughed and joked as Mac tried to clean cake out of his hair with a napkin giving an "ow" with each stroke.

"Hoppy Birffay Daddy." I smiled at Ally, she sat on the table in jer cake dirty, pink onesie. Mac turned to me with a change of mood. "Happy Birthday Daddy." He said and kissed me on the cheek."Ally and I also got you a present." He said then disappeared for a minute out the front door, to the car I suppose then came back with the beauty I've been dying for. "Nice guitar, rockstar." He said handing it to me. "Thanks loves." I said leaning in to kiss my crippled lover. "Hoppy Birffay." Ally jolted earning herself a kiss to.

Just a little something since it was Johns birthday on the 9th. Yay ❤ Hope you enjoyed.