"So what are the UWCL Semi-final matchups?" I ask as I help set up for our night in activities in the England Chill Room here at St George's Park.
"We play Barcelona and Lyon plays Chelsea." Alessia says.
"Ooh yay." I say. "We get to play in the Camp Nou."
Alessia chuckles then I feel arms wrap around me.
"You ready for our birthday party Mama?" Jasmine asks
I fucking love when Jasmine calls me Mama.
"Yeah." I say with a smile as I turn in Jasmine's arms
Over the last week Leah, Jasmine, and I's birthday's have all passed.
Leah's now 29, Jasmine's now 34, and I'm 26.
The three of us have already celebrated our birthday, but the England girls wanna throw a party.
We're having our party here at St George's Park since we can't exactly go out and party because we're heading to Spain in the morning for the Nations League Finals.
In all honesty I think they just want an excuse for a relaxed night.
I think we're doing a karaoke night.
"You know you may be the sexiest 34 year old I've ever seen." I say as I look at my right-back.
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"You should see my view." Jasmine says with a smile as I feel her hands on my ass.
"Ooh we getting handsy?" I hear Leah say then I feel her press up behind me and wrap her arms around me.
"You two are always getting handsy." I say.
"Oh hey Mama Blondeau." I hear Madeline say causing Jasmine and Leah to jump away from me.
"You two are scared of my Mama?" I question while giggling.
"Your Mama is very scary." Leah says as I look at her.
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"Aww." I tease. "You two are such scaredy cats."
"We will tickle you." Jasmine says.
"Alright you three." Lucy says. "Enough cuteness."
"Yeah it's singing time." Keira says.
"Birthday girls up first." Kennedy says then she looks at me. "And as your favorite black center-back I request an original song."
"Favorite black center-back?" Niamh asks.
"Well we all know I'm not her favorite center-back." Kennedy says.
"No you are not." I say then I wrap my arms around Leah. "My favorite happens to be blonde."
"Oh we know." Kendall says with a smile.
"Now because you are my second favorite center-back." I say as I look at Kennedy. "Do you want a happy song or a sad song?"
"Uh Happy please." Kennedy says.
"You got it." I say then I kiss Leah and Jasmine.
After I kiss my girlfriends I head over to the karaoke machine and grab the microphone.
Once I have the microphone I take out my phone, plug it into the karaoke machine then I find the instrumental for the song I'm singing.
When I find what I need I look up at my friends and see everyone sitting close to me and all of them have a drink.
"This better not turn into an impromptu concert." I say.
"Oh don't you worry." Madeline says. "I'm warming up the pipes for my performance."
"Good." I say with a smile then I press play on the instrumental.
A few seconds into the song I start singing.
If we could take a photo Eternalize this moment For the days when I don't believe When our love gets stolen Cause there's no exception And I know time will take you far from me
Let this night invade my lungs You're all I want to breathe Right beside the lake I burn For you, you burn for me
So kiss me the way that you would If we died tonight Hold me the way that you would For the final time Whatever may come, somewhere deep inside There's always this version of you and I So just kiss me the way that you would If we died tonight, if we died tonight
All our deepest secrets All the darkest moments Oh I promise they'll be safe with me We've all been broken And there's no exception But you carry it so gracefully
Let this night invade my lungs You're all I want to breathe Right beside the lake I burn For you, you burn for me
So kiss me the way that you would If we died tonight Hold me the way that you would For the final time Whatever may come, somewhere deep inside There's always this version of you and I So just kiss me the way that you would If we died tonight, if we died tonight
So I let this night in my lungs You're all that I want to breathe Right beside you down at the lake I'll burn for you, burn for me
So kiss me the way that you would If we died tonight And hold me the way that you would For the final time Whatever may come, somewhere deep inside There's always this version of you and I So just kiss me the way that you would If we died tonight, if we died tonight
Died tonight, yeah We died tonight, yeah
"What the fuck?" Fran says. "How do you sing that good?"
"Uh genetics?" I say.
"Why do you only write songs about one lady?"
"Cause this song was about one lady." I say.
"Who?"
"Jasmine." I say. "I wrote it after we had a date night while Leah was at some award show that we weren't invited too."
"Do you write about both of them?" Ella asks.
"Like instead of talking about one of them I talk about both of them?" I question.
"Yeah." Ella says.
"I do." I say. "But nobody will ever hear those."
"Why?" Leah asks.
"Because they are very spicy and I don't need the world to know about that part of our relationship." I say.
"Oh." Leah says as I unplug my phone.
"Can we hear those songs?" Jasmine says.
"If you're lucky Jazzy." I say with a smirk. "If you're lucky."
