📍Hollywood
⏰2:09am
⚠️ : aggressiveness , arguing, drunken arguments, pregnancy, violence , alcohol ,weed.
year: 1989
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"I don't know Saul " I said holding the phone to my ear as I picked at my shorts.
I was on the phone to my childhood best friend , Saul or people better know him as slash one of the words biggest guitarist in rock history
"you know what he's like y/n but if I were you I would just leave it and see how he is in the morning when you wake up " slash said to me as he let out a sigh on the other end of the line.
i nodded as if he would see me
"okay ,thanks Saul " I said itching my head and getting up from the couch walking over to the kitchen and opening the fridge as I grabbed a cold bottle of water for myself
"no worries but if he comes home and starts acting like an asshole call me and I'll come down there , beat the shit out of him and pick you up ,okay ? "
he sounded serious
"I will " I said smiling lightly to myself to Saul being overprotective
" speak you later y/n/n " he said calling me by his nick name for me in a more happy tone.
i chuckled "bye slash " I smiled and hanging up placing the house phone on the counter top
I opened my water and I felt my unborn child kick inside me catching me off guard
"hey my love " I mumbled looking down at my pregnant belly.
i was 6 month and I was getting very big. We find out what we are having a couple of days. Axl ,my husband of 3 years really wants a boy but I domt mind as long as he or she are healthy and okay.
but lately me and axl have been arguing a lot over him coming home drunk and starting arguments like always for reason
i genuinely don't know why he does it.
But it's been happening for a full week now. Every single night he leaves around the afternoon and bursts through the front door pissed as a fart in the early hours of the morning angry about something or complains about me and he starts a big argument.
it's getting very exhausting.
and soon enough I heard the front door to our house open and slam shut.
i could hear his heavy stumbling steps he was making as he got closer
i sighed quitley getting ready for him
he turned the corner and I saw him stumble in. his leather jacket half way down his arm and some kind of brown liquid stain on the front of his white shirt
"h-hello" axl hiccupped looking at me with his drunken gaze.
"hey " I say calmly trying to keep all my emotions in at once. he somehow made his way towards me.
"w-what are you doing up " he stumbled a little but he caught himself on the counter top. He was told in front of me and the smell of cigarettes , weed and alcohol all came at me at once
Fuck sake
"I was waiting around for you to come home " I say with a light smile grabbing my water bottle from the side looking at him
"why" Axl looked at me with a confused facial expression and itched the back of his head
"to make sure you got in okay " I say looking him up and down
he was totally out of it
he shrugged "you're not my mother y/n " Axl said in a bitchy tone and stumbled past me going to the cupboard pulling out a packet of candy
i just ignored his little line and looked down at my feet not knowing if I should say something back or not
but I knew if I say something back it would just start a big whole thing and I genuinely couldn't be bothered with it all
all I wanted to do was go to bed
"so how was your night ?" I asked changing the subject turning to him as he was already looking at me and his eyes moved down to my bump
"good" he mumbled and moved more closer to me and he was in front of me as I looked up at him . in his eyes
I nodded at his little blunt answer.
his hand went to my cheek and he lifted my face up by his hand and he looked into my eyes with his heavy green orbs that just seemed empty.
"you look so sexy " he brushed a piece of hair out of my face and moved it behind my ear and I looked away feeling my emotions come to me all at once.
i looked away quickly turning my head so now I'm looking down at the floor a few feet away from were we we're both standing
"what's wrong ?"
He asked bluntly trying to look and meet my eyes but I moved my head away so he couldn't see my tear filled eyes
i shook my head no "nothing ax" I say quickly
"don't lie to me " he slurred in my ear and I didn't move or say anything trying to hold the tears in but a tear slipped from my eyes and rolled slowly down my cheek
he grabbed my chin with his fingers moving my head to look into his eyes again
his brows frowned once he noticed I was crying.
"why are you crying " he tilted his head giving me a confused look.
"nothing it's just I have cramps that's all " I say reaching down rubbing my stomach gently and Axl huffed out stepping back
"don't lie y/n " he folded his arms looking at me as he stuck his Broad chest out
i looked away and began to walk away and he immediately grabbed my wrist stopping me from going anywhere
"where are you going ?" He asked and I pulled my arm back and he tightened his grip
"I'm going to bed ax " I said trying to move back with my arm but he didn't leave go.
"what's wrong ?" Axl asked getting pissed
off why I'm not telling him anything.
"I told you it's my cra-" suddenly Axl let go and grabbed the glass that was on the top throwing it to the ground smashing it.
it shattered everywhere and I jumped moving back quickly with my hands holding my stomach
"stop fucking lying to me " Axl raised his voice making me jump again at the hardness in his tone
I hated it when he yelled and got angry with me. It reminded me how my father used to act with me back home.
"stop shouting " i say moving back and he stepped forward making me hit my back against the kitchen counter top.
Axl looked down at me
He scoffed shaking his head at me. "why are you acting like such a bitch " Axl gripped my wrist making me yelp in pain as he gripped it very very tight
"Axl get off me " i say pulling back and he rolled his eyes.
"it's hurting Axl just let go of my wrist " I pulled back harder and he did leave go instead he pulled me to his chest and his other hand grabbed my face aggressively
"stop being a fucking bitch " he gritted his teeth abs I had enough
"get off me " I yelled and pushed him back. he just looked at me with no emotion on his face.m well expect anger.
anger was coming off his body. He was going to snap any second
"push me again " he chuckled swirling his tongue on the inside of his cheek.
"I dare you " he stepped toward me and I moved to the side walking back wards.
"I suggest you move away before I do something I know I'll regret in the morning "
with that sentence leaving his mouth ,tears rolled down my cheeks
was he threatening me ?
what the fuck is doing right now
i sobbed looking at him too scared to even move or say anything
i held my bump
"NOW " Axl yelled and I jumped at his voice. i didn't say anything and I walked off quickly up stairs , going into our shared bedroom and closing the door behind me.
i broke down in tears ,covering my mouth making sure he can't hear me
what's is happening right now.
that's the most aggressive and violent I have saw him like that
he's very raised his voice at me like that . ever before
i won't lie but right now I don't feel safe at all with him
i looked at the door as I heard him stumbling downstairs , him shouting and things getting smashed.
i got up going to the door and locking it
i can't live like this any longer
i need to get out
