Love Heals PS. I'll Always Love You (Soulmates #1)

Narmeen

Ch 4

Narmeen s Pov

My eye lids fluttered
I was struggling to breathe

"Hey panda, breathe , it's ok, I've got you my love, baby calm down "
I could hear my husband, cooing in my ear.

My eyes were shutting and opening in efforts to breathe.
My heart was aching slightly
I could feel a soft hand on my forehead
And my hand was in a warm hand
I could hear the soothing voice of my husband and feel his loving touch.

He was gently caressing my forehead till I could breathe normally.

I looked at him
His eyes were glossy scared in pain.
I couldn't think
I had a concussion maybe
But I don't remember how

The last thing I remember is entering my room in the evening to get something.

"Are you okay' Shaheer asked me softly kissing my hair.

I nodded and blinked my eyes and squeezed his hand with all my might in reassurance.

I motioned to him to remove the oxygen mask I wanted to talk to him

He did with much care and love
"What happened where am I? Why are u crying babe! Tell me please "

"I was so scared" he said a tear leaked his eye and he hugged me tightly as if I was going away from him

I was trying hard to think and my heart hurt more

I let out a hiss in pain and he pulled back and caress my face gently
My hand rushed to my heart
And he kept his over mine.

In a very concerned voice
He asked " does it hurt, nim nim"

He called me nim nim or min min short for Narmeen .

" A little " I said melting under his gentle touch.

"Baby don't stress yourself " he said cupping my face..

" Su thay che tane, baba. ( What is happening to you, my love? )Why aren't u sharing anything with me. I found u passed out in our room in a pool of water and pills in your hand. Why did u overdose. Why were u taking antidepressants in the 1st place. You are killing me Panda. Tell me what's wrong. Please. I love you so much. Mai Tara Sathe chu Hamesha ( I am with you, always )Narmeen. U almost died u had a heart attack bec of overdose. I could have lost you, my love. What were u doing to your self". Shaheer said his voice cracking.

It all hit me now
My bipolar my pills damn
He knows
Heart attack
Explains the oxygen mask pulse machine
And heart pain.

My bestfriend, my husband was trying his best not to cry, cupping my cheek.
I Thew myself to his chest and cried
I couldn't keep it in anymore.

He knows the secret I'm holding in since 6 months.
There no use hiding anything now