Shaheer | Narmeen

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It rained heavily.
We ended up having homemade burgers.
We the boys tried to make it while our girls laughed watching us struggle.

My love laughing.
It was addictive.
Her laugh was like sunshine.
Her voice nectar.
And her presence my abode.

I watched her with heart eyes as she laughed so heartily for the 1st time after the overdose episode.

After laughing for 5 minutes straight The girls helped us.
We had dinner together on the couch watching a movie.

We Shared a plate and fed each other.
More like I fed her.
While I wolfed down 2 burgers.
I made sure she ate atleast 1.
I fed her like a small baby.
She was mine and would always be.

Even if we could never had kids it was fine for me as far as I had my wife my bestfriend my love for me.
She was more than enough for me and would always be.

I hugged her from The waist tight as she was engrossed in the movie.

And suddenly there was a power cut.

She shivered in my arms.

I held her tight and whispered in her ear.

" I'm here with u baby don't worry, I'm right here always. Not ever leaving your side"

She breathed heavily and held my arms tightly.

It was too late and the weather was too bad for Kaamil to drive home and Riddhi his wife was already asleep in his arms.

He turned out the flashlight and took her into the guest room to crash for the night.

I took my wife into our room downstairs and sat her down on the couch while I rushed to the washroom to pee.

A few minutes later when I got back it was lighting and thundering.

Every time it did.
Narmeen literally shivered and shook scared.

She loved the rain.
It was the rain and her PTSD making her feel this way.
I talked to her doctor while she slept in the noon.

She told me to ensure she did not have a ptsd episode it would be bad for her health physically and mentally.

I rushed to her and knelt down to her level.

She was crying.
I cupped her cheek in my arms and held my forehead against hers.

She was having a Panick and anxiety attack. Her hands shaking crazy as she tried to hold my face too.

I took her hands and put them on my chest over my heart.

"I'm here baby. It's ok Everything is ok. Don't be scared . As long as I'm here no one will hurt you ever again. I promise you my love. Please don't cry like this. It's not real. I'm real here with you . Focus on me . Not in your head. It's not real. You're here with me Safe Always. Feel me please.I'm right here with you. My heart is beating with yours for us. I'm yours. . Right here with you always my love. I love you so much baby."
She nodded clutching my shirt while I rubbed her cheeks.

"Can I kiss you?" I whispered.
"Make love to me "she said.

And I did exactly as she said.

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My husband kissed my forehead.
Love radiates from him.
I'm the dark I couldn't see his eyes that much
But if I could all one could see was the pure love he had for me.

I looped my legs around his waist and my hands holding his jaw kissing him slowly.
I kissed him soflty whike he kissed me back with the same intensity.

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