Love Heals PS. I'll Always Love You (Soulmates #1)

Shaheer

As soon I left the room i dropped to the floor and I heaved my stomach empty into a plant pot in the hallway.

Fuck I felt horrible.

I could never deal with blood and the situation was making me sick to the stomach.

My bestfriend rubbed my back while I emptied my stomach holding the plant pot tightly.

After eternity I stopped and rested my body against the wall while my bestfriends sat beside me.

Tears streamed down my face and my heart hurt so much.

I had no fucking idea what was happening and I was scared to the core.
I was too disturbed by all this.

She was my life. She was suffering in front of my eyes and I could do nothing and it pained me so much.

My crying turned into hiccups and one of my friends gave me a glass of water my hands were shivering so bad I couldn't hold it on my own.

Aadir pulled me into a hug and I cried more into the hug as he rubbed my back .

After a few minutes I calmed down feeling stable after my meltdown.

"What happened " Kaamil asked.

"I told her about her miscarriage and now She is having seizure after seizure and I don't know what to do" I said my voice breaking.

Kaamil held my shoulder and said looking into my eyes.
"Why didn't u tell us before. From how long have u been keeping the pain inside you.it hurts seeing her this way but you could have it worse if u kept if bottled up. It isn't fair to her to keep her in the dark too bro. Why didn't u come to us Shaheer " he said, tears forming in his own eyes.
I couldn't look him in the eyes and sobs escaped my mouth as he pulled me into a big hug.

He was my therapist. My bestfriend.
For a while I felt okay and safe in his tight hug.

I calmed down and wiped my tears and stood up and leaned against the glass watching my wife.

My chest tightened and tears threatened to make their way again.

I took a deep breath.
" you've got this. We are right here with you. Go in. She needs you " Aadir said as both of my bestfriends gave my shoulder a squeeze and I walked in.

Things still did not look good.
She had the oxygen mask on again and started seizing again her breathing getting uneven.

The doctor asked me to hold her down lightly as she gave her an injection.

All of this was too fucking scary for me but I remained calm and composed for her.

After the injection it got better Just her legs were twitching.
I sat down beside her and ran my fingers softly down her legs in an attempt to soothe her but it was hours until that happened.

I just sat there for hours running my hang through her hair and her hand softly