Sunday May 11 th 2024
** It's the middle of the night and Carina is feeling desperate because no matter how many times she breastfeeds her son her breasts are still incredibly sensitive and full... she's in agony every time she has to breastfeed...
3 h 29 am
Carina: it huuuuuurts !
Maya : I know, let's give him a bottle of your milk to give your body the time to get back to breastfeeding... completely..
** Carina cried and cried as she looked down at her chest ... She looked back up at her wife .**
I dooooooon't deserve yooooouuuuuuuuu !
I'm producing too much milk and my body can't handle it... I'm pumping milk and pumping, breastfeeding both, Londyn and Niccolas and it's still hurts... I'm going to go insane soon... and when I'm not breastfeeding him ... he keeps me up at night because of his health issues... in a way that's reassuring me because I know he's not dying... but in the other way I'm constantly exhausted and physically drained from the lack of sleep and the pain in my breast.
Maya : I'll give you a breast massage . And I'll do it every day and night for you... but I agree you need to sleep, I can look after the kids with my parents and we have Skylar and Santiago too !
You have to listen to your body... and right now it's telling you to take it slow... you won't make it far enough without sleeping properly, eating and drinking water...
Carina: alright but what about you, you're literally in your third trimester of the pregnancy and I don't want you to blame me for not being there to support your help you out.. I don't do it on purpose... having my breast extremely full !
Maya : babe, I won't .. I promise you that.. you've been supporting me for the past twenty three weeks and now it's my turn to be there for you...
Carina : thank you !
** she fell asleep when she finished feeding Niccolas , she put the baby bottle on the dresser and then kissed her wife .. she put Nicco in the bassinet and caved in her wife's chest **
Carina: I promise you I will be supporting you during your labour and delivery, and reassure you with every contraction.. and whispering to you that you are strong to do this naturally...
Maya: I know you will be there for me when I'll be going in labour.... I'm not even worried about it one bit. I just wish you weren't experiencing this excess amount of milk coming in..
Carina :Hmmmmm . Thank you.
8h27 am
** The kids were starting to get up and they started to play with the doorknob of their mom's bedroom. **
Londyn , Giovanni and Salvatore: hiiiii good morning moms ! We want to come to please!
**Maya got up and opened the door for them, they ran up to Carina , and gave Maya a hug on her legs and kissed her stomach **
Maya : hiiii good morning! How did you sleep last night?
Giovanni and Salvatore: hrmmm good morning mommy ! Good morning Charlie!
We slept good and you?
Maya : that's good, I slept good too, momma on the other hand...
Carina: hi good morning my handsome boys! Good morning my beautiful princess!
Londyn : why you don't sleep well momma ?
Carina: I didn't sleep well because I have too much breast milk coming in.. and I'm only feeding Niccolas full time and londyn here and there...
Giovanni and Salvatore: well we can help you out with that. We love your breast milk moms !
Maya : right, I keep forgetting that I can still breastfeed you boys. I'm really sorry...
Carina : I can definitely supply you with some milk Bambina .. if you want I can breastfeed both of the boys too !
Maya : oh I absolutely don't mind at all ! I know you have had a lot of milk coming in.. for the past few months now right?
