duo- Seunglix
trope- forced proximity
word count- 959
contains- a character with claustrophobia, fluff
-written from Felix's pov---------------------------------
I want to die. I think I might. I want to scream. I already did. It didn't help the situation. The already extremely tight walls feel like they are closing in on me. I don't know what to do. I need to escape. There is no escape. Is there? Probably not. I can't cope. I'm starting to panic. I think I'm going to die today.
"Felix." Says Seungmin, a guy who bullied me my whole way through most of school. I turn my head slightly to look at him, it was polite since he had spoken. "We're trapped. Aren't we?"
"Yep..." My voice sounds shaky, it is shaky. My whole body is shaky.
How did we end up here anyway? I honestly can't remember, my mind is such a blur. I know where we are at least, stuck in a terrifyingly small cleaning room in my university. It smells like bleach and dirt, a terrible combination. It can barely fit me and Seungmin and I don't know how he's coping. I feel like I can't breathe. I stood be using my brain right now and remembering that I have claustrophobia, yet I'm not. I'm just panicking.
"Are we..." I can barely get words out, "Just going to have to wait for someone to come and, um, help us?"
"Pretty much." I hear Seungmin let out a sigh. He obviously doesn't want to be in here either but at least he can cope with it.
"O-ok." I feel more and more overwhelmed, I feel like I can handle it for a little while longer though. "And if they don't?"
This was the first moment I have seen panic in Seungmin's eyes. The thought of that scares him too. "I don't know."
"Ok-ay." I'm mumbling, I'm trying to suppress my fear and shakiness. I'm hoping Seungmin won't notice it.
We are standing in silence for a few more moments, I'm looking around at the various cleaning products shelved on the walls and leaning against some large objects such as mops and brooms. It's hurting me so I need to move but if I move I'll be touching Seungmin. I'm sure he won't care. It's only a little bit.
I step away from the wall a bit and closer to Seungmin, our arms were brushing against eachother ever so slightly.
After a few more moments of silence, I hear Seungmin say something. His voice is sounding almost like he's scared but won't show it. He also sounds worried, about me. I don't know why.
"You- Felix, are you okay?"
"Yes, I'm f-fine." I say, obviously not okay.
"No, you're not. you're shaking... what can I do?" Seungmin sounds genuinely like he cares about me, I never thought he could care about me. Yet here we are.
"You can't, it's just... i'm claustrophobic."
"Why didn't you tell me that sooner!" He exclaims, suddenly rattling the handle and banging against the door. It's like he doesn't care that he's stuck and he only cares about helping me. He stops in his tracks and turns back to me with a look of concern in his eyes. "Please," He's almost begging me, "Let me help you. Is there anything that helps you?"
"Well... It doesn't really make sense but deep pressure. Like hugs and stuff, but I know you won't want to-" I feel Seungmin wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close, a hand on the back of my head. "Do that..."
"Is it helping?" He asks, to which I just nod into his chest slightly. He's holding me tighter, feeling my breathing patterns match up to his.
After even longer in silence and after I calm down a hell of a lot and found comfort in Seungmin's hug, I find the ability to say something.
"Thank you, Seungmin." I mutter. I don't expect to have Seungmin move his hand and lift my chin with it.
"You're welcome." He smiles and so do I, slightly. I didn't think I'd do what I do next but we are far too close and he is far too attractive.
I reach up, on my tip-toes and place my lips onto his. I can feel the shock before he melts into it, damn I couldn't have imagined this six years ago.
I quickly pull away and step back, slightly nervous.
"What was that?" Seungmin asks, an idiotic question but one I answer nonetheless.
"A kiss."
"Disgusting." Seungmin speaks, the panic rising in me again but just for a second. "Do it again."
The panic fades, I reach up and he holds me by the waist. Closer to him. We connect lips again, like magnets.
The moment is so beautiful and so perfect that we completely forget where we are and what is happening, until we hear the sounds of people calling our names out in the hall.
We quickly seperate again and look at eachother, before we turn and bang on the door. We start screaming, "HELP US!" and "IN HERE!" to grab the people's attention before we are finally set free.
I collapse to the floor as I try to catch my breath. Seungmin crouched down beside me, ignoring the staff members and students running to help us and talk to us. I can't talk, I just feel myself starting to sob. I don't truly understand why.
But when Seungmin pulls me into his arms and caresses my hair, I feel thankful that I got trapped in that room. With him. I realise now he cares about me and he loves me. I don't know how long he's loved me but I know he does. Do I love him too? Probably. Who am I kidding? Yes. I do love him. I always have.
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[A/N]
I kept getting confused between past and present tense, I tried to do present tense (and probably failed). I also tried to do first person. :)
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