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The owls are not what they seem

Do you ever think that the Oak Tree in Middleton is the garden of evil

I think so

thousands of years evil was done on a 1,000 year oak tree and everything like Eden in africa is somewhat a replica of heavens Eden. Hell I suppose is what we deserve if we truly went that far into ruin.

the rain near my window calmed me down

it always did

it was hopeful and full of shimmery dark blue light

The weather was grey and a rainfall was always approaching

It gave me comfort knowing I was infinite  

I used to wonder what it all meant in that oak tree

how it felt to be involved in a mystery that was perhaps quiet enticing to teenage boys

I used to love going there as a kid 

I cherished it in fact

but every night I would get a beacon a message from my older shadow self 

she always told me to be wary of that event in 2016 september

I kept having vivid visions of it 

once a group of teens carried me to the oak tree and made me run in a white dress like I was some prey to be hunted

Benjamin a close friend of mine who betrayed me over testosterone 

like a wolf with hunters

I was so wrong that this event with the jinn

was far more crazy

he made me watch him perform songs

made me perform them \I was getting into it too

full of misery and sparkle

can you believe that aren't you supposed to toss a coin to your witcher if he tells you a story

no songs

its like he was trying to be black

anyway harrington was super popular in highschool

and so were the others by default 

and eclipse of course was so involved in my life for fleeting moments 

he enticed me to show up and little did I know i'd be a rabbit with a trap

do you know what they said to me that day

because I was black they would live in bliss and harmony because if they waited long enough the rape law would go away for them they were the epitomom of white privledge die hard fans of clockwork orange 

they taped me 

being fingered so it was an impulse moment 

but mostly my loving boyfriend who I loved forever for a 1000s years Adam the Adam

betrayed me for a bpd manosphere speech saying I was a slag and I deserved it 

if I can recall I kissed 3

fucked 2

got penetrated by one by the fingers that were larger than life

a fucking shinigami became the dark prince of school

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