I kept it cold with him at first
Then I realised what for
Im pretty sure you've done it with a much older doppelganger
So I just observer her
Im not skinny anymore
But if I had been i think id honestly be dead
Running through the trees at 18 taught me that everything is fleeting
Even the love you feel for people
Am I loveless with unsendable notes
He was dangerous
Fell on his height a bit
Made it seem like he was victim of horrible comments
Saying he was too scary to people
I knew he was a redflag
But I dived deep first into the chaos
It was fun at first
But the secrets that laid on my sheets
Would be covered up by makeup and bright neon clothes
I think the most worst thing about feeling euphoria is that people mistake it for psychosis
Maybe it is
But to me its the only quick way fix to my depression
Im always void
