Psych Stay

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He used to be an invisible force
Being the puppet in my demise
I used to hit him up alone so I generally thought I was seeing things
My friends would say he was shaytan
Maybe
He was the devil in disguise
But Adam was real I just had shitty friends who would make my mind the enemy
Sort of like how my mother would
He had a jealous wife
She would want my body changed on medication
Her name was Koira
Obviously it started with an M
She was a few years older than me
Same age as him
I was the young wife
Who would get pregnant then the baby would die in a psych ward
Barely knowing what went down
He couldn't just leave me skinny
When a soulmate harms you
You think theres a bigger reason for it
But God doesnt plan you for the delusional wives tale
Of never being believed
It's hard when a prophet changes their mind about your beauty harnessing it changing it into manmade poison
But it happened
And I live with it till this day
I never told anyone I hated him or spoke I'll of him
But what he did haunts my soul
It was wrong 

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