Sasuke's feelings 🔞

Sasuke's travels

Sasuke is on his trip to figure out his feelings, leaving Konoha again after Kakashi and Sakura say their goodbyes at the gate, while on his journey with no more revenge in his heart, he starts to realize how alone he has become, now with time to think suddenly he remembers his friends that had been fighting to get him back all these years "they didn't give up did they" flashes of sakura cloud his mind "fuck. I was a dick" Walking through the forest he sees a beautiful lake surrounded by sakura trees that have yet to bloom and are covered with still forming flowers, at the base of the trees many lengths of grass covered in droplets from the previously rainy weather, with the emerging foal from bushes marking the end of winter, yet it's still too early for blossoms, Sasuke leaving the lake the weight of his past lay heavy on his shoulders become more real after seeing such a place, Each step echoed in the quiet landscape, a stark contrast to the chaos of his former life,

As he traversed through forests and across desolate plains memories flickered like persistent whispers in the wind, he never had the luxury of being able to think about these memories, He recalled the warmth of Sakura's smile in the darkness that had consumed him for so long. "I'm sorry sakura you'll have to wait a little longer", yet he couldn't shake the feeling of guilt that lingered within him, a reminder of the pain he had caused her.

what felt like days Sasuke found himself standing upon the sandy shores of a tranquil beach, the sound of crashing waves echoed in his ears, The salty breeze in his hair as he gazed out at the ocean, Thoughts of Sakura invaded his mind like gentle waves lapping at the shore, each memory a bittersweet reminder. He remembered her smile, bright and warm, Yet alongside the warmth of her affection, there lingered a shadow of regret, a nagging sense of guilt, "I don't think I deserve her... "

With each passing day, he found himself grappling with emotions he had long tried to bury beneath,

Sasuke found himself in a sandy place that seemed to stretch endlessly, after wondering for so long he had just realized he was unconsciously making his way back to Konoha, "I'm only just 3 days out, ill send a message to Konoha"_____ "how long have I been away for", after realizing he makes his way to Sunagakure, deciding to spend a night, The air was thick with the scent of sand and spices, the sun beat down mercilessly, In the evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, Sasuke found himself atop a dune, In the silence of the desert night, he found himself running memories though his head, "sakura" pink hair, her tears, and his promise to come back, "I want her here" he whispers