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Faith's Pov:

I had arrived home just before midnight. My feet aching and leg bleeding a bit more than before. Raven's boot clearly had silver stored in it. I pushed open the door and limped inside. Alec had been curled up on the couch, clearly crying his eyes out a while before.

"A...Alec?"

 I started to feel weak. His eyes immediately snapped open and he was infront of me in an instant.

 "Faith! What happened to you?!"

 Everything had went black before I had time to answer. Exhaustion  and bloodloss had finally gotten to me.

 *Hours later*

I woke up to a blurry room. The scent reassured me that it was only Alec and I's.

"Hey, She's awake!"

 I scenced that there were more in the room, none of them made me happy.

"A...Alec?"

Dameon took my hand and sighed.

"No, I'm sorry Fay. He's locked himself in the basement and won't come out."

He sighed. My wolf had whimpered in confusin. I guess that was one thing we had in common this time. I climbed out of bed, pulling off the stinging I.V. that was stuck in my arm.

"No, Faith you shouldn't be up. You need your rest."

He  tried to ease me back in bed. I couldn't stop the growl from escaping my lips.

"Dameon, Get. Out. Of. My. Way!" I snapped, pushing him aside.

He tried to grab me but I stumbled out of the door. As I looked back to be sure they weren't following I had crashed into someone. My eyes shut tight and I had expected to fall until i realized two warm arms were holding my waist.

"Fay?"

I opened my eyes and smiled.

"So, you've finally come out of the basement?" I asked. 

He had just stared at me blankly.

"Alec?" I asked.

His eyes had faded into a dark gold, making it known that his wolf had taken over. His wolf backed me into our room. Everyone looked at us then field out quickly, shutting the door behind them. My wolf had started to get  excited. Mark! Mark! Mark! My wolf had chanted over and over.

My heart thudded hard in my chest. Was Alec really going to mark me? Was he really going to claim me as his? What if I'm not ready?! I had been too focused on my questions to feel Alec's k9's lightly scraping their way down my neck and finding there target. Alec hesitated regaurdless of his wolf's needs. Taking in a small breath I pulled him closer, making him growl slightly. I could feel my wolf's lust seeping through me. It felt sickening but delicious all the same. Moments past and Alec had still continued to hesitate. I suppose he was giving me time to stop him but why would I? I cleared my throat and tilted my head alittle.

"Go ahead.. I want you to.. I wan't to be yours." I muttered only loud enough for him to hear. 

Alec's Pov:

The moment I heard Faith say she wanted to be mine I knew I had to pull back my wolf. I wanted this to be special... And I just wanted to be sure she was right. Mark mate dammit!  My wolf growled, trying to regain control. No. We have to wait. I scolded. She wants us now!  He protested.  Arrogant mutt. I sighed and pulled back to see Fay's confused little face. I wanted her.. But needed more time, just alittle bit more. I let my k9s shrink and gave her a light kiss.

"I will make you mine.. I promise you that I will Fay. Just not yet."

I took her cheek in my palm. Just as I figured, her eyes had been glazed over with tears.

"Y-You don't want me is that it?" She asked.

I wanted to die then.. I truely did. My angel was here in front of me, in tears neither the less. I just wanted to shoot myself with a liquid silver injection.

"Fay, it's not that I don't want you, It's just I don't wan this to be from my wolf.. I want this to be from me too. And I don't want it to  just be from instinct... I want it to be out of love." I explained.

I truely loved Faith, I knew I did but i needed to let her choose who she wanted first. Sure, she has chosen me now but what about later? What if she chooses Ryder but has to be stuck with me because of my mark? My wolf stirred in annoyance as I mentioned Ryder. He didn't take too kindly to anyone elce besides me being chosen. I couldn't blame him.

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~Short chapter this time c: ~

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