Journal // haylor

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"You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you and I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you."
- Cold As You

When i walked out that door

When I walked out that door, I hope you miss me. I hope you realized and regret everything you did that made me leave. I hope you realized that I was there for you when no one else was. I hope you wake up in the middle of the night from a nightmare wished I was there to calm you down. I hope she cant cook your favorite meals. I hope you change the bed sheets many times because no matter how much you washed it, you can still smell me. I hope you can't live without me. I hope your friends hit you hard because you were dumb to let me go. I hope you realized that you still love me all these times. I hope you realized how dumb you were to let me go. Because I suffered watching you got home with lipstick stains on your white shirt. I suffered every night thinking I was not good enough. I suffered every morning when you didn't eat my breakfast. I suffered every fucking time you looked at me and realized that theres no love left for me. I suffered every time and you didn't realize that i was hurting. But when i walked out that door, i hope you realize that i suffered for you and suffered even more thinking why did you do that to me.

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a/n:

ok so guys im a bit confused about the grammars going on here so if i made some grammatical mistake(s), please point it out and tell me bc english isnt my first language and im not really into grammars

i hope you like this and yes pretend this is taylor swift writing to harry styles

i love you and have a nice day, my loves

Love,
Aethel