Journal // haylor

xiv.

Am i still in love with you?

Im falling and you knew it.

But you didnt catch me.

Or maybe you did once but you let go of me again.

Everything that falls gets broken right?

I guess thats what happened to me.

But you know what?

Im willing to pay the price for you.

Im willing to get broken for you.

In fact, i did.

I got broken.

Hell, im not just broken.

Im shattered.

In very little pieces that i cant find myself again.

Im losing myself.

I lost a part of me when i lost you.

I cant get it back because i cant get you back.

Im trying to be okay living in a half but dear, im not alive.

Im breathing but im not alive.

And i feel like i dont want to if im not with you.

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hey guys!!

im sorry this one is short and i.... basically finished writing this whole story.

and its about 3 chapters left. 

i hope u enjoy this chapter.

i'll update in a few days 

thank you for reading

much love

aethel x