two weeks later
Im lost.
Or maybe just drunk.
I cannot find my way back.
God, what did he do to me?
How could he do such thing?
He's a human and im a human. I should be able to handle him. He's just a british boy with curly hair and green eyes. He's not everything.
But can i tell you something?
That green eyes are the most haunting green eyes you'll ever seen.
That curly hair is the most beautiful curly hair you can ever find in a boy.
The way it fell down his neck and touches his shoulder. His hair was almost longer than mine but i never wanted him to cut it off. I like it that way.
I can find myself missing him more and more every time. Sometimes i would even get drunk just to forget how those lips felt against mine. Can you see how much pain changed people? I was a good girl. Ive never been this drunk before. But since that day, theres not a day without alcohol. i could just die with alcohol. And there are times where i would get into a fight with some stranger at the bar. My face were covered up in heavy make up just because i had a bruise near my eyes and basically i cut my lips.
I miss him so much.
Oh my god.
Why is this happening?
I love him.
I shoulnt have left him.
Im the one that he loves. Not that cassidy girl.
I love harry styles.
And i cant fucking stop.
Even though he has got a kid.
Fuck i shouldve just let him to support the kid because that way he could be mine and we could have a happy ending. I deserve one. Im a princess and he's the prince. And that shared apartments are our castle. And cassidy is the villain.
Im so sleepy. I should just sleep.
I love you harry.
All the love.
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hello
im writing on my laptop so no emojis lmao
so note this : taylor is drunk when she wrote this so i acted like one as well.
ps. ive never been drunk before so i hope its kinda accurate.
and i have a biology test but im just too freaking lazy to study so i wrote a new part.
i love you.
aethel x
ps. I'd really appreciate it if you voted for the story i mean like if u liked them tho
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Journal // haylor
Short Storyi'm only setting you free. i'll still watch over you. i love you forever.