Head first for halos

Heavn help us its my first day!

I looked in the mirror one last time okay I looked fine my green day t shirt was fine my black skinny jeans were fine and my converse well they were dirty as fuck but fine I grabbed my bag and headed down stairs.

"You excited for you first sweetie" my mom asked softly it was only me and my mom and she worked almost all the time so seeing her in the morning was a bit of a surprise

"Kinda" I muttered I wasn't a big talker I really only talked to my mom and even when I talked to her i didn't say much just a few words and that was it i never talked to new people meaning i never really had friends before but my mom hoped that would change today she really shouldn't get her hopes up

"Okay have a great day I'll not be back by the time your home but I love you" my mom softly spoke

I smiled at her before leaving the house and starting my walk to my new school I had practiced this walk before i started the new school so I could get use to it and so it would feel more normal on my first day but i still felt anxious and a bit sick i really hope i could just fly under the radar and not be seen by anyone.

After an awkward interaction with the lady at the front desk and the principal they had finally got my schedule to me I had English first which was good because I loved English but bad because I had around thirty seconds to get there and no clue on we're the room was shit this wasn't good.

Five fucking minutes it took me to find the room and know I have to do the awkward late walk in I hate doing that I hate being late as well it scares me but the more time I spend outside being scared the more late I'll be .

"Well hello I assume your miss l/n don't worry about being late I'm aware it's your first day if you could take a seat at the back next to mr way that would be awesome" my new very friendly English teacher said with a smile on his face he seemed nice maybe to nice but I had to give him a chance i nodded and smiled in agreement.

I took my seat at the back next to a very cute boy I was trying not to stare at him but my god it was hard he had this long black hair that was pretty messy but he pulled it off and his eyes were so pretty in fact he was just really pretty in general .

Once the teacher had assigned us our work the pretty boy turned and faced me oh fuck please don't look at me for to long I'll get nervous i just tried to focus on my work and not think about him looking at me.

"What's your name" the pretty boy asked me fuck I can't really talk to people in the first place never mind when they look like they've came from heaven or some shit like that .

I just looked at him wide eyed I must have looked scared or something because he chuckled "I don't bite I'm Gerard" I just gave him a little smile before returning to my work fuck he probably think I'm like some huge bitch who won't talk to him.

"Not a big talker huh" he questioned me i just nodded my head in agreement while still trying to focus on my work.

"Your going to get eaten alive" he laughed quietly to himself . Well that didn't really fill me with much confidence in fact I was more fucking scared then before.

"Can you write your name down or something so I at least know who you are" he asked I guess I could do that maybe then he would leave me alone I wrote on the back of my work sheet y/n.

"Cute name" he stated. This cause me to smile a little bit maybe I was fucking delusional but maybe he think I'm cute I found myself wishing he did.

My next two classes were irrelevant and boring but know I had to face lunch my least favourite part of the day I definitely wasn't sitting in the busy cafeteria so I decided to see if there was any we're out side we're people wouldn't see me that I could sit .I sat at the bleachers and whipped out my head phones and scrolled on my phone to pass the time since I had nothing better to do with my time.

Around ten minutes into my scrolling I heard voices from underneath the bleachers since I was noisy i decided to listen

"No I definitely fucked more people over summer"

"Frankie don't joke around I definitely fucked more girls"

"Yes but I said people not girls"

"Okay just because your half and half doesn't mean you get more action"

"Why you ever talking about it it's weird" a new voice added

"Mikey you wouldn't understand"

I could help but giggle at there conversation it was stupid why would they discuss something like that it was weird.

"Did you guys just hear someone laughing"

"Yeah I did"

Oh fuck that couldn't be good .

"Hey what your ... oh hey y/n" it was Gerard I was honestly disappointed he would talk about something like that I had higher expectations.

"What you laughing about" his shorter friend asked angrily to me

"Frank back off are you okay" he spoke more softly to me then his friend Frank i just nodded at him before turning back around so I wasn't facing him anymore.

"Do you want to come hang out with me and my friends" he said i just shook my head before putting my headphones back in even though he was cute and seemed pretty nice i just did not have the social skills to make friends with him .