Suho x Seojun | A hand to hold

Hope

Heyy guys,
So i was planning to end this book with the last chapter, but i got a request to continue it and now im trying to change the whole ending. Oh and i just realized that i wrote this whole story in english on accident.

POV SEHUN
The whole ride to the hospital i was praying for Suho. He has long closed his eyes but deep in me there was still hope. I didn't even realize i held his hand the whole time, I'll l never let go of him again anyway. I was surprised about how calm i was but i knew it's the adrenaline. But all off the sudden he got a cardic arrest. It feels like my heart stopped beating aswell. I didn't even dare to move. A nurse pushed me slightly to the side but i still didnt let go of him. She performed CPR but.. nothing. So they got the electronics out and tried to realive him.

Successfully. He was still unconscious tho. I was scared as if it was my life. Suho means the world to me. I didn't even realize that i ended up crying. Soon we arrived and the doctors and nurses were running to the intensive care unit. I didnt got let in so i stood infront of my door till i broke down in tears again. I sat myself on a chair and tried calming down. All of the sudden Suho's and my friends from school appeared.

"SEOJUN", Seolya called my name.

I looked towards them with numb eyes. Without saying anything else they just hugged me. That's what i needed.

"We heard what happend. How is the operation going?", Tae asked me.

"I don't know. Do y'all mind waiting here with me till we get new information?"

"Sure"