RESTORED DYING LOVE!

Chapter 46.

In the car Theo hasn't said anything, his head throbs like hell , he keeps telling himself that he wish he had not come .

The walkers had come with two cars each with a driver , so Harper is not in the same car with him , and to make it worse she's with Julian.

' Is she really just gonna forget about me that easily?! It's high time I start building myself now, I really have to let go of her , but how am I supposed to do that?'

" Hey , you okay? You seem distant ." Jenny asks concerned. 

' Am really being childish!' He tells himself .

" Theo.. "
" Am fine mom , besides I don't wanna hear it . Whatever you wanna say , am fine!"

She stops there because she doesn't want to make it worse . In a few minutes they are already at the campus  , turns out it wasn't that far.

Many students than he expected, coming in and going out of the campus .
He had just remembered that they haven't bought Harper anything! how is she going to stay in the campus?

"Uh.. we forget to buy her what she needs to sustain her in here" he says loudly till everyone hears him , kyle answers him .

" Oh.. you were not there when we talked about it , sorry , she will be staying at my house , I mean it's not that far, and Julian  comes and goes everyday , so we don't see the need for her to be here alone , actually it was Julian's idea , it's better that way , right?"

" Yeah , absolutely."

' Okay, can it be any worse?'he wonders.
Jenny looks at his son , her heart breaking, she could literally see him break down inside , but what can she do?

They finally get out but he doesn't. " Am not  feeling so good , can I just stay in here.. if you don't mind?"

" I don't mind at all , it's okay, but will you be okay?? I mean if it's that bad w.."

" No , I'll be fine , thank you mr. Walker. "

Jenny hesitates to leave him like that and to make it worse she sees his knuckles.

" Jesus Theo! What happ..."
" Mom please, can you just go , I really want to be alone, please." He says almost  whispering.

She goes out closing the door , Theo looks outside and sees Harper walking side by side with Julian, she looks so exited just by the way she's pointing at everything and Julian seems to be explaining, this and that .

He takes in a deep breath and let's it out , he takes his headphones and searches for his lately favourite song , " It'll be okay by shawn mendes"
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After services here and there, the process of enrolling Harper comes to an end , she has been assuming that she isn't seeing Theo's reactions and even now that he's not here with them , but she has been trying to put everything aside and concentrate on the matter at hand then she can deal with him later.

She knows that they are not staying for the night because her parents have work tomorrow and Theo has to start school tomorrow too , so that's why they are having another flight in some few hours .

She remembers every spot that Julian has shown her so she sends Theo a location of a place that barely has people, he said it's an old library building, she had lied that she was going in the washroom.

Harper: Are you coming? Should I keep waiting??
She sends after waiting without him showing up , she knows they'll start looking for her in some few minutes .

Before the message delivers the door opens. He walks in weakly, his eyes are slightly red . He walks to where she's standing and stand infront of  her without saying anything.

Harper too had nothing to say , she feels terrible seeing him like that so she goes and hug him but he stands still , not even hugging her back.

She pulls away just a few inches away and when she goes to kiss him , he pulls away . " I think it's best if we don't do anything of that sort, actually I came because I wanna tell you bye, take care of yourself and do your best ." He finishes turning around to leave but Harper holds his hand .

" Am not ready to let go either.." she says answering his question from earlier.

" Just do what's best for you , you don't have to say that because you think that am sad or anything, besides I think it's better if we let go of each other . We've never mentioned that we've broken up ever since this shit came up, so we should break up now . It's over between u..."

Harper couldn't bare hearing those words so she stops him with a kiss . " Don't please, I know you think that now am liking Julian and am forgetting about us but that is absolutely wrong Theo, yes his handsome and everything, and it's not like you're not.. ofcorse you're handsome and I didn't even love you for that , I just love the you and nothing else attached as a reason, I love you only and you know that , so why all these jealous thing? I have no intention of letting go of what we have."

"I think you're forgetting something, the main reason you came this far , let's focus on it because no matter what, we will never be allowed to be together, so am letting you free , if you meet someone and feel like you wanna try out , that's fine just be careful of who to trust and who to make friends with." He hugs her. "Take care sis, I love you . " he let's go and walk towards the door .

"Not even closure then??" Harper asks following him .

He stops turning around.  " You never get enough of this lips, do you??" He asks chuckling weakly.

" Can I ever?" She asks going even closer.

He decides to give them to her , not like he didn't want it too.

She pulls away looking at Theo whose eyes are still closed , convincing his hormones and singing them lullaby so that they remain asleep or else , controlling them will  be another story .