summer cabin [OILROSE]

Chapter 4: Disgusting

TW: mentions of throwing up, This chapter will talk a lot about anorexia nervosa and sleep insomnia! if you don't know what these are I will explain them to you!

Sleep insomnia: insomnia is a sleep disorder in which you have trouble falling and/or staying asleep.

anorexia: Anorexia nervosa is an eating disorder that causes a severe and strong fear of gaining weight.

so there you guys got some tws and the meaning of what these are!

*V's pov*

{I open my eyes slowly getting up and turning to look at J's bed which was made neatly, I guess I didn't let her sleep much since I didn't sleep myself, I tried to sleep earlier but I woke up too much to the point where I just didn't sleep..

I sigh and I get up, I take a step out of my room and look at the cabin, uzi, thad and N were all on the couch talking while Lizzy was making food... or at least that's what it seems. I then turn to J, who seems to be writing in a notebook, it looks like the one we were given by JcJenson. I walk down the stairs over to J to try to see what she's doing because she looks SO focused, it's actually really cute- UGH I should stop.. I then say "whatcha doing?" and at that point is where I realize that I scared her because she dropped her notebook and screamed "V DON'T SCARE ME!" everyone suddenly turns to us and I see Uzi murmuring something to N's ear as the giggle, the notebook was open on the floor, I pick it up to see a really good sketch of what was a tree.

J quickly snatches it out of my hands and holds it close to her chest "I don't like people looking through my notebook!" I am fast to apologize "sorry, that was kind of mean of me" She mumbles "it's fine." and I smile as I turn to the others and we start talking

*time skip: 35 minutes*

Then Lizzy called and said "the breakfast is ready!!" We all go towards the table with the plates, some of the plates had oil and others had just food or somethin' I turn to everyone while they all eat normally and I turn to my food, I then hear everyone's voice start fading to the sound of my racing mechanic hear, my hand slowly grabs a utencil thingy and scoops up some oil as it takes it to my mouth and I force myself to eat. after i'm done I get up and I say forcing myself to keep it down "t-thanks!" I pace the plate at the kitchen and I rush to the bathroom to throw up.}

*J's pov*

[I see V rush and I turn to the others shrugging, we all continue eating and after some time we all end up finishing, we all take the plates back and I go to my room and I see V's side to be really untidy, so I decide to tidy her bed, and tidy up her side. If I am going to share a room with V, It should at least be tidy!

After I'm done tidying up the room I go downstairs to see V looking down, she seems upset.. Which concerns me because I barely see her like that. I move over to her and sit next to her as I whisper to her ear "you okay?" she nods silently and murmurs "just tired" I don't think that's the case so I reply "you sure" she nods again but a little bit more agressively, I take that as a 'yes, so leave it be' and I decide to leave her be, I take out my notebook to continue drawing the tree man that i'd seen in my dream last night, it had scared the shit out of my so I decided to draw it.]

*Thad's Pov*

-> I go over to Uzi, Lizzy and N who seem to be talking about what had happened with V and N said "I don't think I've ever heard her stutter like that" Lizzy then added to what N was saying "yeah! was it my cooking?" I look down processing what had happened and then I say "I think I saw a glimpse of her eyes widening while she looked at the food." at this point I don't think any of us have seen her like this, it's concerning.<-

*Lizzy's pov*

~/I hear Uzi saying "I'm concerned but she might have been disgusted by what Lizzy had made" I feel offended at the statement and I say "first of all that was RUDE! and second of all, didn't you have beef with her?" and then Uzi said something that made my oil burn "didn't you have beef with your mom?" I almost leap at her until N stops it by saying "Uzi that was mean!" I then stand up and go to my room, slamming the door/~

*V's pov*

{I see Lizzy go to her room and slam the door, I turn my head back to look down, I feel so disgusting when I eat, and it feels like my insides are turning around, and my head spins at the thought of eating, I sigh and get up and say "I'm going on a walk" then Lizzy and Thad get up and say that they want to join, we all leave the cabin and walk into the forest.]

AN: Hope y'all enjoyed! I will try to get another chapter done today, if not I guess you will have to wait >:} anyway byeee

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