The Lost Girl

Chapter 1- I Return

My body was cold with fear as I walked up my driveway,it had been 2 days since Connor's funeral and Roxy allowed me to stay with her for a few days but I couldn't stay forever.I was standing in front of the door that hid all our family secrets,it hid the abuse that father dished out.I stood there with trembling hands as I reached for the doorbell.It rung and moments later I heard the stumbling of a person,which I'm guessing was my father because from what I remember there wasn't a moment he didn't try to drink.The door opened and my father let out a growl and I could smell the alcohol in his breath.

He spoke in a harsh tone,"What do you want you useless thing."

I let out a sigh and began to speak,"I'm your child and you should respect that.I live here and you should get over that."

I barged through the doorway and headed into my room when I heard a women's moan coming from my living room.I walked to the room to see this women unclothed but only under a blanket.Reminder to self burn that blanket later.The women sent me a nasty glare,called my fathers name and within seconds my father came into the living room.

She spoke in a flirtatious tone to my father,"Honey what's that little girl doing here?"

He mumbled,"That's my daughter."

She got up and made sure the blanket covered her naked body while she walked to my father she said,"Baby if she's here you won't get your special surprise tonight.I don't like her you should get rid of her."

I got courage and spoke,"Dad where's mom?"

He didn't answer instead he simply ignored me and began to kiss this women intensely.That's when I left because I needed to find my mom and I didn't want to see him heat on my mother with some women.I went to my room and put my headphones in to block out the disgusting noises they made.I played "Stitches" by Shawn Mendes when I heard the front door slam closed.Obviously that women had done something to piss him off which wasn't very hard to do since he was drunk and had no ability to think properly.I took out my headphones and heard him call one his buddies,which was new to me because when I lived here with my father and mother he never would call up buddies.That mere thought of my mother made me think what happened to her yet again.I unlocked my phone and dialed her number it rang but no one answered.Thats when I got very curious,I snuck out of my room into my parents room to look around and I was in disbelief.Nothing of hers was there,everything was gone and I left the room even more curious.I didn't dare ask my father about it but I heard the door open and heard yet another drink mans voice.They both stubbled to the living room where the women once was and began to talk.

His buddy who I haven't learned the name of yet spoke,"So where is your wife?I haven't seen her around lately."
And that's when I began to eavesdrop.

My father laughed and spoke,"Oh my friend she won't be seen for awhile."

"What happened to her?"

"I killed her 2 weeks ago,Frank."

Ah Frank was his name.My heart dropped at the words that left my fathers mouth,he killed my mother.He killed her.I heard my father get up.

My father said,"Frank lets go check if Bethany is still in her room,We might get to have fun with that thing.When I heard that I quickly but silently ran to my room.I jumped on my bed and at rocket speed acted like I was asleep.My heart was beating hard that I thought they might hear it.I heard my door barge open and I heard my father and His buddy burst in the door drunk as hell.

My father spoke,"You can have her if you want she didn't mean anything to me anyways."

"Are you saying you want me to 'do it' with your daughter?"

My fathers face was touched with carelessness,"I don't care what you do to her I don't want her."

Frank spoke with a sternness,"I think you should do the honor then my friend."

Before I knew it I was pinned on the bed and my father sat above me.My worst nightmare was coming true again.This is better than it happening to my mother because I'd be heartbroken if she was forced to do certain things by the so called husband she had.But where was she?I knew she was dead but I don't know where my father put her.My heart was broken and dealt to face a monster.I needed to get the courage to go to the police,at least they could help me end this nightmare.