The Lost Girl

Part 9- Lost..again

I don't know why I'm updating this when it gets 0 reads within a week of me posting a chapter but whatever I'm still writing. I just go in these modes where I don't care about anything else I just confined in writing, it's pretty bad but who cares :) Life is fantastic. Fixing everyone else's problems but drowning in my own.

Chapter 9
I sat there eating my fruit still ignoring his very presence. I don't know why am I ignoring you? Because your a player who lied straight to my face and you expect me to just be chill. I settled on a simple head shake and finished the last strawberry in my bowl. After rinsing my bowl out with hot water and some soap I put the bowl in the sink and headed to my room, but there was one problem. Daniel was blocking the stairs which led to my room.

"I'm not going to move until you talk to me." He said.

I looked at him in response and just went to the couch to watch tv deciding that I didn't want to deal with this now. Flipping on a bridal show I watched intensely because if there was one thing I loved was seeing wedding dresses. I vowed to never get married, it just was weird to not have a father or mother walk you down the isle. No one to give you away. When I saw Daniel move off the stairs I got up and headed to my room so I wasn't in my running clothes anymore. I ended up picking a form fitting pair of jeans and a white shirt with cutouts. A unapproved outfit by him.

*One Month Later*

For about a month Daniel and I hadn't spoke a word to each other, but he kept having that girl over. Every time I walked by things seemed to get a lot more steamy until they went to his room and locked the door. He made no effort to talk to me so I figured it was best to not engage in a conversation with him. As I began to get more lonely day by day I started looking into foster cares and almost enrolling myself into one, it was obvious that I didn't belong here anymore. I started shutting people out, even my parents, I turned to books to comfort me instead of people. Anytime my mother yelled at Daniel to come to dinner scenes of us sleeping in his bed (nothing else, just sleeping) flashed into my mind making my heart ache, it didn't bother me that he found someone it's just that I was replaced by someone. With the mind set that he didn't care anymore and those pathetic words he said stuck in my brain torturing me I tried to get on with my life. School was hell having to see his girlfriend and his face everyday, a constant reminder of his lies. Today in Biology there were 6 less people than usual before our teacher announced that they dropped out but there would be a new student today. He introduced the student to everyone but I was to busy doing work for the class to notice what the teacher even said. But when a body filled the chair next to me I looked their direction, it was a he to start if with, he had brown hair that looked messy but the perfect kind of messy, blue eyes, and dressed pretty fine if I say so myself.

"Your name?" His voice snapped me out of my staring phase and back to reality.

"Beth." I replied embarrassed that I stared at him, so I went bad to my work pretending that it never happened.

As soon as that bell rang I was attempting to be out that door as soon as I could but the guy who I just had that conversation with stopped me to talk to him.

"Hey Beth, I'm having a party tonight you want to come." He said turning all his attention to me.A party?As lame as it sounds I'd never actually been to a party.

"Sure." I responded not knowing what to expect.

"Okay here's my number, just text me and I'll text you all the details." He said as if he was rushed, he handed me the number and disappeared. My best friends Bree and Bailey were waiting outside the door for me as usual. We bonded over the last month and became really close friends, I even started to become more social because of them. We even called each other the 3 b's because our names all started with the letter b.