When you lose someone you love so much your heart physically hurts,
Like it's being stabbed but in reality, it's the feeling of living without them that's painful.
The thought of never seeing them again, the memories- laughter, joy, but also the moments of arguments and hatred and you wish those never happened.
You wish you talked to them more instead of being on your phone, that you stayed by their side.
Because you realise how much you loved them only when they are gone.
