My Love For You || KTH || 21+ ✔

CH:21

Taehyung

I took a sip from my whiskey glass, trying my best to focus on the mail on the lap screen in front of me, but I couldn't. No matter how hard I try, I can't get rid of what happened yesterday.

I had high hopes for the surgery.But I was shocked to know that it failed, I don't know what I was feeling at that time. My emotions are all mixed together.And all of them overwhelmed me. I am too shocked to speak. That's why I briefly told Dr. Martin that it was okay.

Honestly, I don't know what to say at that time. It was like all my hopes were shattered in a second. It was hard to bear and I didn't have the strength to talk to my wife. I know her heart must be hurt like mine.

But at that time I was drunk with fury. I was angry with myself, angry with her, angry and frustrated with everything that was happening around us. That's why I left without saying anything.

My flight to Milan was at 1 pm. I stayed in the office until then and left for Milan with the group in charge of the project, including Miss Lee and my manager.

This morning we went to meet Mr. Agosti, my client. He commissioned us to build a seven-star hotel in Milan and we met him today with the plan. As soon as he saw the plan, he liked it and was ready to spend the money on us right away.Mr. William did not disappoint me as I expected.

After lunch, we went with Mr.Agosti to see the site where the hotel is being built.

During all this I called Saya and asked about my wife. Saya said she had lunch and was sleeping.

I am well aware that it must have hurt her that I left for Milan without saying a word to her.It was a selfish decision, but I couldn't help it with the situation I was in at the time.

She was right, I should have kept my expectations low, so I would have felt less broken.

All of them attack me together, pain, sadness, anger, frustration, hopelessness, disappointment, helplessness. All those feelings overwhelm me severely and throw my whole mind into chaos.

I close the laptop with a sigh, I'm not in the mood to work right now. I looked out the large glass window of my hotel room and the city was glowing with colorful lights.

Downing my whiskey glass, I set it down on the nightstand with a thud.

As soon as I felt that familiar burning sensation of the liquid running down my throat, I got out of bed. I pulled the hood of my hoodie over my head and tucked my phone into my sweatpants pocket. The digital watch in my hand shows the time as 09:33.

Best time for a night walk.

As I came out of my hotel room, I met with the empty hallway. None of my guards can be seen in the hall way,I had a very long day today, so I asked them to rest as well.

As I closed my door behind me, the wooden door to my front room opened and Miss Lee came out. Right... our rooms are across to each other.

Her brown hair is combed into a messy low bun and some short strands of hair that are not in the bun adorn the sides of her forehead. She was wearing a long brown jacket over her clothes. Looks like she's going out too. But that is not my problem.

Closing the door, she turned around and was a little surprised to see me there."Oh, are you going out?" she asked, glancing from my head to my toes.

"Yeah, going for a little walk." I said, stuffing my hands into the front pockets of my hoodie. As I was about to pass her, she spoke.

"Can I join? I really can't sleep." she asked.

Great!

Now I can't even walk alone in comfort without her hanging on my ass.