My Love For You || KTH || 21+ ✔

CH:04

My eyes opened, I blinked a few times trying to clear my vision and as expected the familiar wooden ceiling of my room came before my eyes.

Hot breaths hit my neck and out of the corner of my eye I saw Taehyung's face literally buried in the crook of my neck. His veiny arms are wrapped around my waist and his legs are thrown over my thighs.

I looked out of the glass window and the gray curtains were pulled aside so I could clearly see the view outside.

The sun is rising and the darkness of the sky is gone. In a little while it will be fully light and Taehyung needs to get ready for work. I don't like to wake him up but if I don't wake him up he gets up late and he skips breakfast because of hurry. I don't want that to happen.

In the past, when he got up late, I would walk behind him and feed him while he was getting ready. But now I can't even do that. I sighed.

Another reason to hate my pathetic self.

"Taehyung?" I softly called out. I heard a deep groan coming out of his mouth. He is not really a morning person. "You should get up."

He shifted here and there on my side. He took his arm that was around my waist and his leg that was on my thighs from my body.

I watched as he sat up in bed, rubbing his eyes sleepily, his fingers running through his black tangled hair."Shit! It's already past six thirty." He cursed, before getting out of bed and running to the bathroom. I shook my head. If it had been past seven, I can imagine how he would have been yelling at the maids all over the house for not waking him up in time. Even thought It's not their fault.

I just stared out the window until Saya came and took me to the bathroom. After a while, the bathroom door opened and Taehyung came out with his wet hair. A white towel is wrapped around his waist in a loose knot.

I was watching him running all over the room without caring if his towel would fall on the floor.

He pulled a blue office suit from the closet that had been ironed and hung by the maids, before hastily slipping his legs into his boxers, removing the towel in the process and dropping it on the floor.

As I had nothing else to do, I watched him get dressed, neatly comb his slightly wet hair back standing in front of the large mirror and spray his perfume all over his body until he finished the bottle. He and his obsession with perfume.

I pinched my nose and the smell of his strong perfume filled the whole room burst into my nostrils and entered my head, I felt like I was going to pass out.

"I know I'm handsome, honey." He turned to me and threw a wink. My eyes widened, I could feel my cheeks burning, and I looked away.

He started pacing the room again, and I sighed. "The socks are at the bottom of the closet." I said, he stopped opening the drawers of the dressing table and looked at me and opened the closet again and pulled out a pair of socks.

After wrapping his golden rolex watch around his wrist, he came to me and planted a soft kiss on my forehead as usual. "I'll tell Saya to come." He caressed my cheek, I felt a slight shiver, his hand was cold after the shower. I nodded.

"Be careful." I said, He flashed me his beautiful smile before walking out of the room.

After a moment, Saya came into the room with a big smile on her face. "Good morning, madam!" She said cheerfully. I chuckled. I am happy that someone like her became my maid. She is a really lovely girl.

"Good morning to you too, Saya."

She brought my wheelchair from the corner of the room to my bed. When she was about to pick me up, I stopped her.

"Do not." She looked at me confused. "Call a guard." I said

"But "

"Call a guard, Saya." I said firmly. Saya sighed, stopped trying to pick me up and left the room. I don't want her to have a muscles sprains in her arms. She is still a young girl and doesn't have that much energy. Since I stayed in bed, my weight has increased a lot. I am almost twice her size now.

She came back with a guard and took me to the bathroom. Since I can't brush my teeth properly, I use mouthwash most of the time, but Taehyung sends a dentist for me every month to clean my teeth.

She also cleaned my body. When I fell asleep in the bathtub last night, Taehyung had put me in my nightgown, and Saya took it off and put me in a new one.

The guard came back and laid me back on the bed. And she left the room to bring me breakfast.

My back is leaning on the bed board with a pillow. Thanks to Taehyung, he specially brought me a bed with a high, cushioned headboard. Therefore, my back does not feel much discomfort.

But Saya propped me up with a pillow to make me more comfortable. While Saya is feeding me, a small towel is placed on my lap so that the food that falls from my mouth does not get on my clothes.

After all the sandwiches were in my stomach, she gave me water, along with some of my pills. Some of them are vitamin pills that Taehyung recommended from my doctors. I sighed, he was really trying too hard and I felt guilty for not being able to do anything. This is not the first time I feel this way.

Sometimes I feel that I don't deserve him.