Bonmati

Batlle

Ona's POV

"Do you feel like Mick is right for you?" I looked down at Aitana as we sat on her couch watching the Barcelona Athletico men's game together.

"I'd say so. She makes me really happy."

"That's good." I gave a small nodd not knowing what to say next.

"I'm glad to see Lucy treats you so well."

"She does."

"However..."

"What?" I sat up quickly as Aitana raised her head from my chest. She looked at me with an odd look before opening her mouth and closing it quickly.

"Are you not happy to be with her?"

"Wh-what makes you think that?" However Aitana quickly frowned in response. I too almost immediately realized how bad my answer sounded. The first thing I should have said was yes. I told Lucy I loved her.

"Ona..."

"I love Lucy."

"You're not in love with her are you."

"I am...I just don't know at times if I made the right choice." I told her uneasy. I just hope she doesn't realize when I say that I'm referring to her as well. I know she's in a good place, but she also spirals easy.

"So you do like Mick..."

"What?! No Aitana are you-ugh no! That's not what I mean by that. I just maybe had some time to think about what if you had told me sooner..."

"If I had...Oh. So you did like me back?" Aitana asked me relieved. She gave a small laugh as well. She took that lightly.

"I did."

"I mean that's in the past though. So if you are happy to see me with Mick and you're in love with Lucy then why aren't you happy?" She asked me so innocently as if she didn't understand. How could she not see that I'm still in love with her? Maybe that's for the best honestly.

"I am happy Aita."

"Okay good. That's all I want for my bestfriend." She repositioned herself to lay on my body.

"I am glad to see you so happy."

"I really, really am. I can't but be a smiley mess around Mick...god she makes me so happy. Nothing like I've ever felt before. I feel so safe around her, you know? Its like I can't mess up because even if I did she wouldn't see it that way. She's so...forgiving."

I wanted to tell her so bad, but how could I?

It will destroy her.

It would cause so many issues.

It would break her heart.

I've already done that once this season. I can't do this to her again. She deserves to be happy even if I'm not.

"Ona...seriously what's going on with you?" Aitana held a hand under my chin forcing me to look at her. I shoved her hand away annoyed instead.

"Ona!"

"What?! What do you want to know Aita?"

"What's bothering you? You are the happiest person that I know."

"You're right...I just need to clear my head. I'll be fine Ona. There's absolutely no need to worry about me." I faked a smile and pulled her in for a tight hug.

"Alright love you Batlle."

"I love you too Aitana." I kissed her forehead before leaving her house. Thank god that conversation didn't occur until the end of the game.

"Bye bestie!"

"Adios."

"Hey Ona." McKinley flashed a smile as she pulled up to Aitana's place. I glanced back to see Aitana was already back inside. Things must have been timed perfectly.

"I've been thinking about what you said..."

"I say a shit ton of stuff Batlle. Be more specific please-and quick." She glanced behind me.

"I can't get over my feelings for Aitana."

"Okay so what do you want me to do?"

"I have no idea." I sighed frustrated.

"Talk to Lucy first maybe? See how she reacts and if she's going to be okay with breaking up then leave her. I will sacrifice my relationship for you." McKinley stepped forward grabbing my hand.

"You would do that for me?"

"News flash Ona...I was sleeping with Lucy before and I'll go right back. Its not exactly like deep relationships are my thing." My jaw dropped at her reveal. No wonder her and Lucy seem so close. They've literally been inside one another no way to get closer than that.

"You ass!" I laughed as I hugged and goodbye.

"Alright I'm going to make out with your future girlfriend now before you break up with my next hook up." God McKinley Martin you are the biggest asshole.

Also...the best.

Maybe I'm happy that she's not too attached to Aita. Maybe she's lying a bit and only doing what's best for me or Aitana. I mean if she did already have sex with Lucy I can see why she'd go back. I'm an emotional person so I need that connection, but clearly Mick is more of a physical or sexual girl.

"Jesus how am I aupposed to let Lucy go?"

I drove home quickly and made my way into the English woman's bedroom. She was laying in her bed steadily reading some book. She looked so content.

"Can we talk?"

"Mick's an asshole...she kind of beat you to it." Lucy sighed closing her book.

"LUCY! I-."

"I'm not mad Ona."

"You're not?" I asked her confused walking over to sit on the end of her bed.

"No way. How could I ever be mad at that cute face. Besides you and Aitana really belong together. I can't be the one who keeps the two of you apart." Lucy smiled at me with so much love.

"So..."

"Well while I do mourn our relationship I will potentially have a fill in."

"Don't worry Mick already bragged about going into kiss my future girlfriend before I break up with her future hook up. No idea what she is like, but I'm sure you'll enjoy that American hotshot." I playfully punched Lucy's arm as I collapsed onto my back in her bed.

"She's a wild one, but that's typically what I like. Besides I really am going to be happy for you and Aitana. Not sure how McKinley plans on breaking up with her to be honest."

"God I didn't think about that much. I figured I had to break up with you first. Not sure why she sent me to do that if she planned on telling you herself. I do not understand that woman sometimes."

"Yeah..."

"So we're cool?"

"I mean maybe...maybe one last time could be a thank you for the attention I gave you. And for my efforts to actually get your attention." Lucy smiled and I shook my head before leaning over and connecting our lips.

"Enjoy this goodbye." I giggled as I straddle her lap and pushed her back.

A\N: I'm so happy to see Barca win it all, but poor Ona's face😭 got subbed on and immediately kicked in the face.