This is all in Peso's pov.
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I'm tired, I'm so tired, my body feels heavy. I'm not even in water, I'm in Kwazii's room watching a movie with him, I don't know why, but I want to cry.It feels gross, sharp, sticky, hot, suffocating, almost like a heated knife...
Kwazii was already asleep, should I wake him..? No, I can't...
That would be rude.
I feel like vomiting, I feel like screaming, running, crying, hurting myself.
But I couldn't.
I was paralyzed, stuck, unable to breathe, my arms felt numb as I held onto my chest, it heaved and heaved as I hyperventilated, no tears, just hyperventilating.
It felt like my lungs were full with water, no...more like hot black tar....
I felt helpless as I stood up and wobbled my way to my room, I didn't know I had went to my own room until after I crashed through my door...
I feel heavy.
I feel like I'm drowning.
I feel like I'm being stabbed by a heated knife.
But....I managed to calm myself down as I remembered things I was grateful for....
Kwazii,
Captain,
Shellington,
Dashi,
Tweak....
Professor Inkling....
The vegimals...
I'm grateful for everyone that'd saved me....
My lungs feel a lot less full now...
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Sorry it's so short! I have finals coming up soon and I've been busy!
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Peso agnst bc why not?
FanfictionTrigger warning: Gore mental health issues family issues thoughts of self harm suicide and other sensitive topics. It's what the title says #8 on Kwazii, December 1st 2023 #4 on Kwaso, December 5th 2023 #6 on KwaziixPeso, December 5th 2023