WHAT THE FUCK. I HAVE COLORGUARD COMPETITION TOMORROW AND IDK WHAT TO DO
IM SORRY I ABANDONED THE BOOK
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Okay on a real note though, I went through some stuff recently and it's tearing down my mental health- trigger warning for death, mention of shooting, and thoughts of relapse and Ed.
It started on the fourth of September, apalachee high school in ga was shot up and I go to a school near there. I'm still scared that my school might be next. On top of that my mental health started declining due to colorguard. I've started eating less again and I'm losing weight. I don't feel good and I keep getting sick. I've also lost someone super close to me due to her having an asthma attack. They found her after a day or two and she was confirmed dead. This happened on Monday i.e. 9/23. I also ended up getting super sick and on top of the Hurricane I don't think I'll be posting soon, especially if I do end up getting worse and actually relapse back into sh like I've been thinking about. I am trying my best but keeping up with this book is getting rough right now.
YOU ARE READING
Peso agnst bc why not?
FanfictionTrigger warning: Gore mental health issues family issues thoughts of self harm suicide and other sensitive topics. It's what the title says #8 on Kwazii, December 1st 2023 #4 on Kwaso, December 5th 2023 #6 on KwaziixPeso, December 5th 2023
