His Tesoro (MxM)

Chapter 54

Stefano

I didn't know why Matteo had called me, or why I just sat down and watched as my phone rang away, but now I had just agreed to go to Spade's house, a place I never thought I'd go back to after the last time I went there.
Hearing his voice again made me almost fall back into that abyss of torture I had created for myself, he sounded almost the same, except for the fact that his voice was softer and even more solemn.

I know he said Spade was the one that needed me, but I couldn't help but wish he actually called because he wanted to talk to me, and not because Spade asked him to.
God I sound pathetic

After everything that went down at Spade's house that day, I'm still here wishing for the impossible, Matteo and I will never be, and it took hearing those words from him to get me to accept that I will always have an unrequited love story with Matteo.

I want to laugh at my luck
"Are you sure you're okay to go"? Hewitt asked beside me and I just looked at him and sighed out, nodding my head

We finally made up, after he left that day, I felt bad for how I snapped at him, but I couldn't call him because I didn't even know what to say, and my whole body was shutting down, but being the sweet soul he is, Hewitt came back the very next day, and that was when I knew that no matter what, I'll always have Hewitt in my corner.

So I told him, I told him everything that happened to me, from when I was fourteen, what my father had done, what Luke had done, and what Matteo had said to me, he wasn't very surprised at what Matteo had said though and I didn't ask him about it

He was more concerned about my father and super enraged about what Luke did, now he fully understood why I was always so shaken up whenever Luke called, he said a lot of colourful things that say, some along the lines of him breaking Luke's bones when he finally meets him, which I seriously pray is never because I don't think I can stand Luke's presence without having a mental breakdown.

Even though he didn't do anything to me physically, his betrayal was far more worse than what those people did to me, and my father, Hewitt couldn't believe a father could do something like that to their own child and still sleep peacefully.

He made it a duty to always check on me, even at work, I'm really lucky to have someone like Hewitt in my life, safe to say that he's the only one that truly cares about me.
"You know you don't have to go if you don't want to" he muttered again but I just shook my head.

"I'm fine Hewitt, besides I really don't know why Spade's asking for me, it'll be rude not to go" I explained and he just looked at me for a good second before a heavy sigh slipped past his lips

"Okay, I won't stop you but if Matteo does something wrong, anything at all, if he even looks at you in the wrong way...." I was quick to cut him off as I placed my hand on his shoulder

"I know, I'm going to get the hell out of there" I whispered and he clenched his jaw

"I'm still not okay with you going, but I trust you'll leave if you feel something's wrong" he muttered and I just nodded, a small smile threatening to break on my face, he just cocked his brows at me
"What"? He asked and I just shrugged

"Nothing, you just sound as if I'm going to fight world war II, I'm just going to Spade's house" I told him playfully but his face was still stoic

"The same Spade's house that you went to and came back with a panic attack" he deadpanned and I clenched my jaw, he is right, but that doesn't make it all that bad

"Nothing's going to happen this time" I whispered and he just nodded, I know he still didn't want me to go, but I have to, if not for anything then for Spade's sake, I know he wouldn't ask Matteo to call me if it wasn't important.