"Main jab jab saanse leta hu, Tera he naam leta hu!"
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Ahvisha's Pov
He is here.
Begging my father to let us stay together forever.
He is on his knees.
The man who can make people bow just by his presence is now bowing in front of my father.
He has his hands joined begging him, I heard him say, "I'll do everything, I'll get a proper job, just let us stay together, please!"
He was crying. Crying for me. I couldn't believe it.
The man who makes everyone cry is crying for me.
"Ahhh!" I sat up on the bed, it was a dream. I breathed heavily, Th-this. I regret everything. I regret being alive, I regret feeling this.
Whatever I did was for us! Us. Us. Which is over now.
Something which he always used to tell me, I was the bane of his existence and he was my bane of existence.
Every moment without him feels like my heart is not beating. The more his teal eyes haunt me, the more I get lost in them and remember whatever I did to him.
Should I ask for his forgiveness? What if he forgets me? But what if he comes back?
Arghhh!
I removed the quilt from me and went off the bed. Wearing my slippers I entered the washroom.
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Rubbing my hair with a towel, I looked at myself in my mirror. These eye bags under my eyes. Messed up surroundings, All dark clothes.
Am not an emo okay? I have light coloured clothes but i don't like them. I try to dress in the baggiest clothes possible.
My chubby cheeks are no longer chubby, my "bina gym gaye wali" curvy body has become slim. I am getting skinnier day by day, sometimes I'll eat nothing and sometimes, I will eat everything edible.
"Ahhh haa!!!" I whined, stomping my foot.
But why was I doing that? I don't know.
I feel what? I don't know and what could be more frustrating than that? You are feeling something but you don't know what it is? I wanna cry!!!! Mummaaa......
"Mumma?" I chuckled.
"Ahvisha bache?" It was my brother, Advait.
"Han bhai?" I yelled back.
(Yes brother)
"Niche aao jaldi se breakfast ban gaya hai!" He said. I don't want to eat anything right now and now bhaiya won't even let me go without eating.
Haha!! 😭
"Can I please skip my breakfast?" I yelled hoping to get a reply, but in return all I got was silence.
It's Saturday, which means no college, no teal eyes will be there to haunt me! I won't be able to skip my meals today. Haha
I left my wet hair open and left my room to go downstairs.
Coming downstairs, I smelled the khushboo of pancakes in the entire living room. I don't want to eat.
"Bhai!" I called out. No response.
"Bhai!" No response.
"Bhaiya!" No response.
"Advait!" I yelled louder.
"Han ji putt? Aagye aap, baitho, lagta hu breakfast!" He said.
"Nahi! Mujhe nahi khana!" I declared. But is he afraid of me? No it goes the other way round, I am afraid of him.
I am caged here. Like a bird. Who can go nowhere without its owner.
And here, I am the bird and my owner is my brother, Advait Singh, disguised as Advait Oberoi.
He has full control over my life. I can do nothing without his permission.
I know, I am sensitive but caging me isn't acceptable. I am a human.
But I can say nothing infront of him. He's short tempered. I can't stand what he can do in his anger.
"Come sit here and eat quietly." He said more like ordered.
I went there and sat on one of the chairs. He put the plate in front of me and I looked at it like it had some poison in it.
I looked up and saw him, he was already looking at me, with those dead eyes.
I looked at the plate and started eating the tiniest pieces of the pancake.
"Yash is coming home!" He said. Okay. Wai-t what? I choked on my food and coughed. Real bad.
"Hey hey, slowly!" He rubbed my back and gave me a glass of water. I drank it. He looked at me and said, "You okay?" I nodded.
"Yasharth will come home, so I'll not ask but tell you to stay inside your room or anywhere but not to step where he is. Okay?" He said in a cold voice. I nodded.
"Words Isha!"
"Ye-yes!" The fuck, why did I stutter?
He does not know about what was mine and his (Yasharth's) past but still he acts like this whenever he comes home.
I am locked up in my room whenever he is here. By my choice but this time bhai told me to stay in my room. Something's wrong.
No, actually something is wrong with me. Always overthinking. No matter how old that shit is.
I can't even sleep because of this insomnia. Fuck. I hate my life.
I ate 1 pancake out of 6 and huffed. I can't eat anymore. I am full.
I looked beside me, only to find bhai sitting there with his phone in his hand and his right leg over the left one.
"Eat it Isha!" He said. Huff to be honest his voice is always that cold and harsh. Can't help.
"No bhai, please, I am full, I will vomit if I eat more!" I whined.
"Yeah, you are right, when I was not here you didn't eat anything for a straight week. So now if I force you to eat a lot then you won't be able to digest and will vomit, so it's better if you don't eat a lot!" No. He is not a doctor. He is what? I don't know? He is mostly out of the country.
And he is angry at me for skipping my meals. If he is not here, I don't eat and that's true.
"I am not angry Isha, I am disappointed, now stand up and go to your room don't come out until I say, because he will be here in no time!" He says, I nod and go towards my room.
While climbing the stairs, I heard the doorbell ring, I turned around to see, "Go to your room Isha!" Bhai yelled. Huff.
I want to see him. "I told you something I guess?" He again said and I guess I won't have a glance of him so I without turning around make my way towards my room.
Third person's pov
Ahvisha went back to her room and Advait went to open the door. Opening the door he saw Yasharth there, he hugged him and welcomed him inside.
"How's it going?" Yasharth asks.
"She is afraid!" Advait replies.
"That's good! Keep going, where is she by the way?" He asked.
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