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"Kyun bewajah de ye saaja?
Kyun Khwaab deke vo le gaya?
Mile jo hum, lage Sitam,
Ajaab aise vo de gaya!"
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Third Person's Pov
1 hour. For the last one hour Ahvisha was inside her room, this wasn't something new for her. She preferred staying in her room for the entire day.
Thoughts. The main reason of suicides.
How? What if you are not strong like how you are?
Could you have made it till here? Could you?
What if your thoughts never had a deep conversation with your heart?
You would have been fine. Right?
Zindagi ne tumko aise mod pe laake khada kar diya hai ke, tum chah ke bhi nahi mar sakte.
(Life has brought you to a turning point where even after having the need of dying you can't die.
Will I get back? Will I be happy again? Like I was?
Thoughts like this roamed in Ahvisha's brain.
And what if she gets a thought of picking up the knife kept beside her bed on the table and cutting her skin off like a paper till she couldn't feel it anymore.
Who knows when these normal thoughts become your intrusive thoughts and you let them win.
Will it help?
No. A big NO.
Life. Life hai, kabhi fair nahi hai.
Tum ko khud yaha se bahar nikalna hai
Aur jeena hai. You have to live.
(Life. It's life, it'll never be fair,
You yourself have to come out from where you are
And you have to live. You have to live.)
Thoughts. These are the thoughts Ahvisha has in her mind. She by her mistake came here and she'll get back. She'll fight her demons by herself.
She does not need anyone.
Was that true?
"Bhai mujhe pyaas lagi hai, main jaa rahi hu niche, jo hoga dekha jayega!"
(Bro I am thirsty, I am going downstairs, We'll see whatever will happen!)
She stood up from the bed, took her phone and left for the kitchen.
"And you are the fire. I am gasoline!" She sang.
Coming down the stairs she made her way towards the kitchen and then the refrigerator.
She took out two bottles of water and said, "Itni garmi ho rakhi hai aur ye dono kaha pe kya kar rahe hai?"
She drank the water.
(It's so hot and where are they doing what?)
She picked up the bottle and was about to move towards her room until she saw them,
Standing near the stairs.
Staring at her.
Her breath hitched as she gasped for air.
She couldn't breathe, it was getting hard to breathe.
And they? Just stood there. Not coming near her.
And the next moment she was on the floor with a thud.
"Ahvisha!" "Isha!" They yelled. But was it of use now? No. She already blacked out.
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tormenting temptation
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