"No matter how complicated this gets, I need you."
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She was not supposed to fall for him.
She was here for a revenge.
She was here to find out the truth.
She was here to get her ass out of the upcoming danger.
Not to get h...
I am disappointed with the response I got in the previous chapter. I have lost my motivation.
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Ahvisha's Pov
Tujhe kyun karna hota hai ye sab? Kyun kuch bhi bolti rehti hai? Tu pagal hai Isha, ekdam pagal, Kya jarurat thi usko vo sab bolne ki? Ho gaya na naraz tere se.
(Why do you have to do all this? Why do you say anything? You are mad Isha, really mad, what was the importance of telling him this? e is mad at you now.)
Thoughts like this never left my brain. I must would have acted like I didn't care but fuck me. Man this overthinking. Bruh- mummy,
I need to cry but kya karun? I can't even cry!
The fuck is wrong with me, I want to stop this overthinking. I clutch my hair as I feel my brain bursting.
I want to cry. I want to cry. But I can't I can't, why don't those tears don't come out when needed?
My back leaned against the bathroom door as I breathed heavily trying to take in oxygen. It's getting worse.
"God!" I breathe out as I feel myself going dizzy.
I stand up from the place and go near the sink. I looked at myself in the mirror.
(Trigger warning, mention of self harm, if not comfortable, BACK OFF)
As I look in the mirror. I feel lost. That day, a part of me died. Ahvisha Singh lost herself. She died. For the world I exist as Ahvisha Oberoi but at the end of the day, I am the same, Ahvisha Singh who was killed years ago.
I could have changed my entire identity, but I couldn't.
I wanted him to find me.
But he didn't.
It feels like I don't know what. All I know is I need peace, ca-can i? But I'll break my promise with her. I can't lekin it's getting worse. I need to.
I opened the drawer and took out the blade I needed right now. I looked at it and lifted it up. Should I do this?
I was clean for 3 days.
I will break my promise with her then.
But I can't do anything. I am sorry. I am sorry. I can't. I can't. I can't keep up with that promise.
As I lifted the blade, I let my hand do what it had to.
The blood flowed down as my hand started being covered in red.
"Your skin isn't a paper, Ahvi, tell me you will never cut it?" His voice boomed in my head.
