𝖢𝗁𝖺𝗍，𝗆𝗒 𝖾𝗑 𝗂𝗌 𝗆𝗒 𝗇𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗁𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗋⚘𝖠𝗍𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗎 𝗑 𝖱𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋

Chap 2 ミ★

Hey hey heyyyy pretty readers!! Hers chapter 2!! I honestly have been brain dead on how I couls build this ff together but we'll see how this goes!! Anyways enjoy reading🫶

Y/n's POV

I've finally moved into my very own apartment!! The move was honestly kinda great but the moving in part was. Um. Surprising. I remember I was checking my rooms and making sure everything was all good until I felt someone in my space and I turned and saw my one and only ex. The one I've been avoiding and the one that dumped me over a stupid reason. The day I moved was fine. We needed extra help and I let Atsumu help out move the boxes moving things around with Bokuto. Things were kinda awkward but I shrugged it off trying not to make it awkward for the both of us. Externally it seemed fine.. but mentally I was screaming, crying, throwing up. When he surprised me I felt my anger and annoyance come back from him from all those years ago.. that stupid fucking reason of a break up. I wanted to yell at him punch him in the face. I can't, my anger and sadness was everywhere. I remember my breathing hitching every time he spoke to me. Miwa noticed and helped me ease myself. I had keep things collected, especially for Bo cause he still doesn't know. I feel like I should tell him soon. There's just this weird tension coming from us and I hate it. I'll get over it like I always have since.. I've done that with him already.

Now a few weeks later, I'm at home after my evening shift from the hospital all cleaned up and am laying on the couch watching my feel good K-drama Doctor Cha on Netflix. I'm just sitting on the couch watching, bored and tired from work. Being an ER nurse is so tiring and stressing and so much mental work it's honestly killing me. While I watch I'm on my phone checking my emails then my socials. I was browsing through my feed chilling at times glancing up to the TV. then I got a notif

Miya.Atsumu has requested to follow you

I stare at the notif for a very long time. "Um" I said out loud I'll just leave it on pending for now. He's not my problem. Atsumu being my neighbor isn't that bad. I don't hear him when I'm home and I'm usually not around so I don't notice him. At times I would hear thuds on the wall and they're repetitive thuds. We all know what it may be. His stupid volleyball. I'm surprised he doesn't bring any girls home. I've heard many rumors about him where he goes on dates and brings them home and is a god in bed. Thinking about that makes me feel so weird. I don't know what it is but it makes me uncomfortable thinking about it. Maybe because it was true.. in high school we were.. um freaks. In a way.. ew I need to stop thinking about that.. other wise him and I share a wall together. And I can hear everything.. he screams at times such as "Fuck! How'd he kill me!" "This game is fucking rigged" "I'm such a goat! Fuck yeah" It's his video games. And h heard he streams it and has a nice following on it.

I just sigh, When Atsumu broke up with me. I was angry, confused and hurt. He said I was distracting him from volleyball and that I'm weighing him down from his career. That's what hurt the most when he was talking to me. I was doing all of that for him to support him and blamed it on me why he "did awful" during the nationals games. It hurts so much and the anger I feel towards him grew. At school I would ignore him. Which was hard because we all had the same friends but I just pushed through. When I left for uni and kept hearing stories and rumors. I felt numb, there were times where I would feel like texting him and checking up on him. But I kept my word well, mainly what he said to me because "I'm too distracting" but tell me why.. I feel a sort of drawn from him... the urge to talk to him now is still high but... I let out a frustrated sigh thinking about those events.

I turn my phone off not trying to think about Atsumu. Why didn't I think about accidentally meeting him?  Maybe because I thought he would have been further away from me because Tokyo is huge. Ugh I need my mind to get out of that thought! And on cue my phone started ringing.