Chap 18ミ★

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HEY HEY HEYYY READERS😜😜 Someone tell me why I made this chapter so long.. like damn I yap a lot... and damn my delusions are actually crazy to the point where I think I'm crazy🕺 anyways... I say lock in for this one and ENJOY!!!


Y/n's POV

"Y/n!!! Get this right now!" Miwa says pointing at a pretty silk dress "it would soo so good on you. And for the night time for dinner you know" she says with her eyes brows moving up and down. I look at her and smile "it is very pretty..." I said touching the material "it's going to be hot as hell though.." I said in defense of the weather "oh yeah you're right...let's look at some flowy dresses and wrappers then?" She says and I nod and we continue around the store picking something's up chatting "So.. Atsumu invited you..?" Miwa says and I nod. She looks at me then examins me "hmm.. is there something going on with you two..? Now that you know you guys are neighbors.?" She says with a little smile creeping on her face. I look at her and smile back "um..nothing really? We just got close maybe cause of the forced proximity but nothing really happened" I said bluntly but I start to trail off and start to think of the past few weeks. Atsumu and I got so close hanging out with each other, the time he took care of me after my night shift , when he came over and took care of me about Mr. Ito and that incident at his place...

Why do I now feel jittery thinking about these memories? Maybe because I do miss him? No.. it's not that right? Ugh why am I always conflicted with him and our relationship?! "Y/n. Come back to me" Miwa says waving her hand in front of me "Now you gotta tell me what's going on! Why'd you space out of it?" She asks, looking concerned "Nothing really... I was just thinking about um... Atsumu.." I said Atsumu's name quietly and she still picked up on it "Oh..? And what was it?" She asks, Miwa has been like an older sister to me so I trust her a lot. I know she won't judge me "Some Things did happen with me and my ex of a neighbor.." I confess and she looks at me surprised "Oh?!?" She says and I start to tell her the things that have happened.

When I was done she looks at me and smiles "Um I think you miss him girl.." she says all sassy with me and I look at her unsure "I don't know! Like everything we had in the past is in the past I don't care about them anymore but.. they linger and I miss the moments we had and the things that he has done now and how mature he is, I just... I like it about him... and he just seems so mature.. and just so.. fuck. I don't know!" I said trailing off while I look at some bathing suits "So you do miss him." Miwa confesses to me. I stay silent not knowing what I should say "I told you. I don't know! I'm so conflicted" I said and she looks at me like I'm stupid "Ok just tell me when you do. So I could say I told you so. But I say go with the flow. Take small steps and then.. eventually something big will happen" Miwa says said I look at her and nod "Yeah..  I'll do that I think" I said and I look at the racks of clothes I have in my hands "Let's try these on and see if I'll get these" I said and we laugh together at how much stuff I got. We stay at the mall chatting like good old times, I went and exchange some money so I could have some cash when we get to the philippines.

The day resulted in me packing frantically so I called up Atsumu if he could help, leading to us running around our places cause we're both not packed and we leave in two days "I've had training for the past days and been to practices that I completely forgot about packing!" Atsumu complains and I laugh "I've been procrastinating.." I said and we run around both our places and continued to pack. Packing for a month worth of clothes is honestly kinda stressful. Atsumu came by and gave some things I should wear for when he has his games. I just took them and kept packing. When I was done I checked up on him and he still is running around. So I helped him, then we got dinner at Osamu's place which was nice and cool. The twins and I hung out that night talking and eating before our flight.

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